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2005-12-08T22:10:00.000+08:00

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mooved.

(: soon

2005-12-07T23:34:00.000+08:00

i'm happy.
:D
went out just now.
actually was gonna play bad...
but we ended up playing daidee and crocodile, at the playgrnd near yiting's house.
:x

and i'm happy cuz!!
cuz!!
we took lotsa photos just now.
and I ACTUALLY USED THEM TO MAKE A NEW LAYOUT!
for a new blog.
which is gonna be up soon.
like, tmr.
(:
*happy*
and i managed to dl a usable corel painter IX.
gonna search for activation codes now.
it's friggin gd la!
although there are less effects than photoshop.
i don't use much of the filters in photoshop anyway;
so it's okay for me.
but the only bad thing is that u can't save images in .png.
psft. it's my fave extention.
oh well.

soon! (:

2005-12-07T23:03:00.000+08:00

i feel happy.
yay!
went out just now.
and took loadsa pics.
and i finally dl-ed a usable program - corel painter IX!
YAY.
and i made a layout on it.
omg i miss designing like shit man.
(:
and i'm gonna post pics taken just now in my new blog;
probably tml.

lifeless idiot.

2005-12-07T11:31:00.000+08:00

~~i have no life.~~
booo.
everyone's out.
'cept me.
gosh i sound beeping retarded.
go get a life u arse.

Yo, Funny how things change color
Then fade to another shade
When you had it made it was all good
But now look just another day

2005-12-06T21:22:00.000+08:00

am creating a new blog.
with a new url. [like duh!?]
:D
and i'm dling the free trial version of corel psp X.
I MISS MY PHOTOSHOP AND PAINTSHOP PRO.
BADLY.
can someone burn it for me or lend me the installation disc?
:(
my photoshopping skills are deteoriating at an alarming rate.

2005-12-06T13:13:00.000+08:00

zzz.
mum and sis gonna go couzzie's chalet for 3 days 2 nights nx wk.
GREAT!
i'll be alone with whatever other being there is for like, 24 x 3hrs. [72? gah]
time to get my lazyass up and start calling ppl.
-__-.

time to buy schbks.
soon...soon!
i'm fking sian.
i'm actually reading blogs and laughing in my room.
zzz.

crap's over.
back to homework.

rantings of a boliao girl.

2005-12-05T19:34:00.000+08:00

went jogging.
saw kids cycling along the path THAT WAS MADE FOR PPL TO JOG/BRISKWALK .
argh.
hate it la!!!
i know it's weird, but it really, seriously, pisses me off.
can u imagine if the stupid kid crashes into someone who was happily jogging on where he/she was SUPPOSED to jog?
CAN'T U FIND SOMEWHERE ELSE TO FUCKING CYCLE!
i know sg is not big BUT IT'S NT SMALL UNTIL THERE'S NO ROADS RIGHT.
and u can cycle by the roadside.
or whatever.
i don't care.
JUST DON'T CYCLE ON THE PATH THAT PPL WANNA JOG ON!
-__-.
pissed la!!
and it's nt the first time lor!
i have been seeing those kids for more than a year liao okie.
nt like i go jogging regularly la, but i rmb seeing them months ago.
cuz it made me pissed too.
juz cuz it's a weekday doesn't mean u can cycle on it right.
and there's ppl JOGGING!
HELLO?!
don't tell me u're both blind and dumb!!!

okie. ranted.
psh.
anyway, i thought i heard a boy calling my name in the park just now.
when i was jogging.
damn scary la.
at first i thought it might be my exclsmate.
but i didnt know who shouted.
think it was probably the boy who was ~~CYCLING~~ and cut infront of me.
[grr.]
maybe he was calling out to a guy called "leon"?
or "deon"?
cuz they both sound like "fion".
aiyar whatever.

oh yar, may be quite late to say this but...
I DELETED MY FRIENDSTER ACC A MONTH AGO.
LOL. so u ppl may find a number missing on ur friends list or smth.
zzz. the concept of linking friends is okay la.
but it's just so filled with actcute peeps that i just feel like banging my head against the wall and shouting "what is the world coming to!?"
actually, what is sg coming to.
so anyway, habben aniionne notiiced h0w iit iish liitteredd wiifh liianns andd benngs tryiin tUu actt all em0 and stuuffiiex?
all the crap on profiles such as "missiin euu_" or "-insertnamehere-anndd-insertanothernamehere- forebbax`"
omg! not everyone wants to know la!!!
and the glittery images are bad for eyes u know!!
-_-.
and all the profiles look almost the same.

to make an average friendster profile:

o1. euu n0e horrs! tu l0ok chiio, juss tiilt eur headd lyk, 60degrees [or less- dependiin 0n h0w biigg euur eyes were! kewll h0rx??] wiifth da camm poiintinn d0wnwardds arnnd 0pen eur eyes biigbiig sh0 datt euur eyess wiill actuuallie l0ok biiggerr, lykk, 6x dann iit actuuallie was dann u'll lo0k chi0! yayys! (:
aiyoh, nt chio means nt chio la!!!
[and i'm nt saying i'm chio - that's why there's no pics of myself online! hahahaha!!! *chuckles*]
=X

o2. putt gliiterry iimages all ova dahh place!! NIICEES. anndd ddey muust be piink w0rhx! n0rt piink dunchh putt! n0rtt kawaiis enuff! ((:

o3. liist all euur 'relatiives'! muustt be l0nngl0nng w0rhhx. pr0fiile denn wiill niiceeniice marrhhhs! riiteex?? (((:

o4. aniib0diie 0sh0 add! denn cann makee miie l00k as iif i n0e al0rtx 0f ppl marhhs! hehes u to0tpiid piiggie! :p

o5. muustt puut lurbve euu darhlinn everiiwhere s0 ppl wunn gett to0 turnnedd onn by marhh chioness! if breakk up liia0s denn puut "i still lurbbvee euu-" denn ppl wiill piity miie! *sobbx

o6. mustt putt bl0ggiie uRL! denn ppl cann readd abbt mahh w0nnderfo0l liifee. <3

eh, don't wanna write liao.
later ppl flame me. =P
have been reading too much nerd patrol and museum of twits i think.
LOL.
*quite qian da*
anyway no one reads this bloggie so (:

dunno why but i'm getting zzz whenever someone speaks to me abt niu.
-__-.
i think i'm weird.

i know this will sound contradictory but...
note to self: watch wan quan yu le later.

GLITTERY. *** -ugh.

2005-12-05T14:23:00.000+08:00

Get to know yourself better
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

hmmm...truetrue!!
LOL.
my eyes hurt.
ughh.
been looking at glittery stuff for hours just now.
'__'
nbm...very boliao mah!
nth to do!!
hehe.
*mysterious*

2005-12-04T22:57:00.000+08:00

AHH!
MY EAR IS BLEEDING.
gahh.
never EVER take out your earrings and then nv put them back again for more than a day...
esp. when u have just pierced them nt long ago.
-__-.
now i'm trying to poke the earrings back into their respective earholes after leaving them open for a day [and half]
AND THEY DON'T WANNA GET IN!
OMFGWTF!
blood is oozing out from the holes.
i managed to get the first one in,
but the second one...GRR.
it gets stuck halfway when it's nearing the back part.
it can't get through the f**king hole!
T_T gRrrRr.
and it's more painful than when u pierced the holes.
cuz when u're trying to poke it through blood will start oozing out and stuff,
and u have to do it repeatedly to get the stupid hole to open up.
but when u get ur ears pierced the needle will just cut through it ONCE.
and u don't have to keep poking it till it hurts and starts spilling blood.
ouch.

squirrels are cute. <3

2005-12-04T19:49:00.000+08:00

Ever been so drunk you blacked out?
- i so guai where will get drunk?! @_@

Put a body part on fire for amusement?
- fire?? i'm hot! hot hot hot!! LOL. -____- dots.

Kept a secret from everyone?
- yar...of course! =X must be mysterious mah! hehehe *evil laughter*

Wanted to hook up with a friend?
- hmm...i only have poo`s and lucifer and monkey and other weird stuff as friends but paiseh, no fish o_O!

Been on stage?
- yah...during auto`s! =P and awards stuff la. haha. but i'm shy *blushes*

---------------FAVOURITES------------------
Shampoo?
- POO! (=

Soap?
- lux..??

Colour?
- rainbow! =X black yellow orange limegreen lightblue BROWN[poo! =P] white grey reddishpink aiyah any colour will do. -__-.

Day/Night?
- both can?? =X

Fave Food?
- expensive de! =P LOL. i'm a piggie who likes anything. REALLY. -__-.

----------RIGHT NOW----------

Wearing?
- clothes la...

Eating?
- air...I'M ON DIET! =P [ ate my dinner just now -_-]

Drinking?
- air. oops, that's what i'm eating.

Thinking about?
- this thinggie...

Listening to?
- FORT MINOR - Petrified

----------THE LAST 24 Hrs-----------

Last night?
- zzz-ing.

Cleaned your room?
- nope. it's really damn damn damn messy. oops?

i want the following ppl to do this:
- linggie
- boireney
- yilian
- yingzi
- huishin

haha. from nicole's bloggie. (x

went jogging juz now!
yay (=
was jogging halfway on the path when i saw smth dash past the bushes somewhere near.
thought that it was a chameleon or smth. [which i hate]
but! it stopped somewhere and it was a squirrel!
AHH! SO CUTE!
I LIKE SQUIRRELS!
so i decided to cut across the grass patch with trees and bushes and all that cuz i wanna take a closer look at it.
[ and risk smth falling onto my head in the process ]
anyway, the squirrel scuttled across another small path in the park and went to another tree.
there were two squirrels- one dashed up the tree.
but i could see the other one quite clearly...
it was holding a leaf or smth.
VERY CUTEE!
and it's tail is furry.
or hairy...?
ahh!!
had this strong urge to bring it home and keep it as a pet.
but it would just dash away whenever i drew near...
so i decided nt to disturb nature and left it alone!
so guai! [ of cuz! (=O ]

after crapping for so long u STILL haven't touched it. man u're crap.
DO HOMEWORK!
I STILL WANT FORT MINOR'S CD.
cuz i can't dl it.
T_T

LIFE is like a game of DAIDEE!

2005-12-04T11:12:00.000+08:00

zzz.
siansiansian!
today gonna stay at home and watch tv.
then practise dancing [hehe-]
and then...maybe do some hw??
bo mood leh...
sian la!!!
T__T...

realised smth!
life is like a game of daidee.
if ur playing tactic doesn't work,
change it!
cuz u may just win.
and don't hestitate to throw out ur dee,
cuz although it's the most impt. card u have,
u may just need to invest in it to gain more stuff!
^^ doubt that anybody would understand though.
LOL.

GO GO POWER RANGERS!!

2005-12-03T18:55:00.000+08:00

went to sign up for hiphop classes at senja-cashew CC!
and they only had 9 ppl who signed up..
and they need more than 10 ppl to start the lessons.
in case anyone backs out.
haha...
sounds abit pathetic arh...
nbm...hopes that derrick guy's gonna teach well...
cuz i want professional results! =P
translate: i wanna become pro! bwahahah!! '_'

walked arnd bukit panjang.
cuz at first i thought it was at ~~fajar~~.
stupid me...
it was at senja.
duh, senja-cashew CC.
LOL -_____-!!!
walked there.
crapped with huishin along the way.
finally...found it at 607.
quite small la, must admit!
but the ppl quite nice!
haha!...

then...went bpp la.
walked arnd. nth to do mah! =P
watched this power rangers show!!
LOL!
and the kids damn cute la!!
esp. this smallsmall boyboy wearing brown and orange windbreaker!
ahh!! kawaii nehh!
the rangers danced i think...
LOL...
damn funny la, standing there watching the show with kids! haha!!
and they performed this short skit..
blue ranger[ethan??] got pocessed by this dark force...
and red ranger and yellow ranger attacked 'it'...
and they won in the end!
[duh...as usual...]
die liao then nth to act liao mah, lmao!
quite diao la...but should be quite interesting to kids. =P
walked arnd...bought rubberbands!

haha...quite fun la...

CAN SOMEBODY BUY THIS FOR ME AS XMAS PREZZIE PLZ?
pwettyy pweeze?
... ... ...
or an adidas jacket.
i wouldnt mind. (=
sux being broke.

gonna read bk le...
i know...
~~HOMEWORK~~ TML!...
=X

12345~

2005-12-03T11:59:00.000+08:00

wah gy damn pro la.
upload 100+ photos in the attachment!
lol!!
but i can't open them -_-.
anyway,
I ADDED IN PHOTOS!
and it would be weird to add photos dated abt a wk ago in a new post.
so i edited the old posts and added them in.
interested parties go look for urselves okie?
=X
btw, photos of the gathering are out...

this one nicer than the other one. haha. let's play spot-the-fion! -__-...

2nd pic...taken when everyone was laughing idiotically at something the guy said. geez. talk abt unprepared.

HAVE TO START DOING HW LE!
u stupid piggie!
alot leh!!
-__- piangg.

been thinking abit la.
i think...
sometimes i think too much and sometimes i think too little.
anyway!
ytd niu went back to taiwan.
and amazingly i didnt feel anything!
ok so i thought of it in the morning;
but i decided nt to go to the airport!
my line of thinking have changed!
yayyayyay!!!
=X *abit boliao*
and!!! after taking the pic with niu i didnt feel anything.
dunno why la!
and it was one of my wishes lor...
o_O
i know it's kinda late to bring that up now.
but i didnt really have time to think for the past few days.
LOL...
err, sounds quite weird hor? =X

lala.
sian.
supposed to be doing some maths hw now.
suan le -_-.

daidee! haha~~

2005-12-02T19:33:00.000+08:00

daidee is funfunfun!!
haha!!
went to clean the tents today.
played daidee throughout the whole thinggy.
actually we played daidee more than we cleaned the tents...LOL!

ate alot.
gonna grow ~~fat~~ le!
T__T
i wanna learn hiphop!

yay~~
gonna sign up for hiphop classes tml with huishin.
bwahahhaa.
i'll be pro...
i hope.
=P

camp.

2005-12-01T20:10:00.000+08:00

went for brownies west division camp!
dunno the actual name la.
should be quite long.
but who cares? =P
actually quite fun leh.
hahaha.

went on the 2nd day.
there were games and stuff...
LUNCH WAS DAMN NICEE.
- gonna grow fat soon- oops! -
tried the organ when the grps were preparing their campfire skits and cheers...
and i was able to play the tune of the chorus part of "qing tian"!!
haha pro right!!!
and i stopped learning piano when i was in p3 or smth.
ahaha!!!
so i have nb tried to play that tune before.
i'm a musical genius.
like jay!!
LOL.
jkjk =X *bhb*
then...there was this telematch i think..?
the grps played against each other and stuff.
ast quite cham la...
her grp was...dortx. =/
and to think they were from the primary sch I WAS IN!
*gasp*
nbm. i'm guaiii!.
(=
kept kb-ing abt the competition for the bathing time n stuff.
lac la..! everyone will have the time to bathe de lor.
bleh.

after the telematch...
commonwealth guides played against regent guides!
and of course the regent guides were better.
LOL. although we didnt keep score, but it's quite obvious that they scored alot more goals than us.
=X
they damn pro la!!...
but it was veryveryvery fun!
great workout. LOL.
and i was scrambling for the ball a few times.
heck care...! huo chu qu!
just dashed here dashed there.
everyone were damn tired after a few goals le.
LOL.
the brownies wanted to play after they bathed, when they saw us playing.
but, HAHA! too bad!!
the chers didnt want them to get sweaty i guess.
orbi orbi! =X
at least we scored a few goals la!
haha!
must play more sports le.
stamina getting lan.
=X

then...
ate dinner.
campfire.
saw kaisim! [p6 friend!]
she was the MC...
lmao. still as ahem as ever. =P
then the grps presented their skits and cheers.
was abit long.
cuz of the stupid mic!
kept having that shrill sound.
zzz.
still think santhiya's grp de skit was better though.
oh well.
=_=
the children damn cute sia!!!
smallsmall de. LOL.
and some acted reallyreally well leh.
considered gd liao, for pri sch kids!
^^

then...had supper.
haiz. gonna become damn fat soon.
ate alot of watermelon.
then there was this writers' badge thinggy.
was abit sian liao.
gonna zzz soon.
but managed to endure the 1hr or so.
then..went bathing!
at 11+.
wah, abit scary.
but at least we talked in the toilet!
and we didnt have to queue.
so it was quite gd la.
the water damn cold though.
-_-.
then...did sentry duty!
played daidee and listened to 933 and chatted and ate sweets.
haha. gt pics!

at the hall.
after bathing.
without nightmode.
haha! that's the pentorch thinggy which was held by hs btw.
=P

huishin!!!
looking happy after bathing. LOl.
with nightmode on my hp.
hahaha...
grainy. bad quality.

at the canteen while doing sentry!
guanying eating wangwang!
=X
*candid shot*

OMG.
and i thought i would nt see an ahemahem with so many lights arnd.
=X
that's ast btw.
and wankee! looking normal;
haha~

wankee and guanying!
looks hardworking right?
like studying liddat!
but of course they're nt. we're nt!
=X

so messy!
tsktsk!
and so much food.
haha. =X

huishin!!
LOL.
*nth to say*
=P

and!!!
of course i didnt take any pic of myself.
im camera-shy.
HEHEHE.

sms-ed wm.
then...saw the np cadets doing sentry duty too.
and they stayed up earlier than us!..
finally went to slp at 2 or smth.
amazingly, was able to slp throughout the whole night undisturbed.
though we were laughing and wriggling before slping and woke karen who was slping somewhere near us up.
LOL. =X!
then...woke up at 6.30 in the morning.
damn tired la.
this morning was thinking "slp. slp. slp."
kept blowing my stupid nose.
i have flu rmb?.. =X
finally...could go home at abt noon ba.
was waiting for guanying and wankee.
played daidee.
and ast gt hooked after several rounds!
and she was coached by gy.
wahpiang!
gy damn pro de lor!
always play with her will nb win de.
LOL.
played another 1.5hrs [or more] of daidee at the blk near our sch.
lol!!! after camp don't wanna go home but still can stay and play daidee.
hahahaha.
ast addicted liao.
and i kept losing.
it's cuz im tired okie!
=P
finally came home.
slpt until 7+.
watched zhen ming tian nu.
yep.
that's abt all.
hahaha. summarised de la.
damn fun.
should've gone in the 1st day!
but suan le..!

heh. heh. hehh.

2005-11-29T23:12:00.000+08:00

ehh...ugly leh.
suan le.
no other chances anyway.
T____T.
hate it la!!!
why always take this kinda pic will look damn ugly de?!?!?
arghhh!! damnitdamnitdamnit!!
yiting says it looks funny.
-_-.
i think my eyes look small.
not like they're huge or whatever in the first place.
but STILL!!
I KNOW I'M NT CHIO!
I KNOW I'M UGLY!
but cant the friggin cam make me look chio for only once in my life?!?!?!
_l_.

flamers' comments nt appreciated, plz lar!

shall nt elaborate on what happened today.
=X
just wanna say...I FEEL SOUR!
sour! u know, sour!! LIME! SOUR!
cuz i was sittin at the side hidden in the dark.
for the gathering.
BLAH!
oh well.
dancing wass kinda fun.
even though i was struggling damn,damn hard.
lmao.
and we had to shout "wan quan yu le! yeah!" for the filming.
wei bei liang xin!!!
i shouted it anyway.
=X
even though i think bai fen bai is nicer. DUH.
don't like jungiery.
eh, nbm la.
hahaha.
actact for show -_-.

nth to say le.
pics ar...?
maybe open photo album or smth.
lazy la.
imma lazyass.
now then u ppl know meh??
=X
and niu is going msia tml anyway.
yepp.
going to camp tml morning.
have this weird image of me standing outside the sch gate,
looking all forlorn and wornout,
with a bigbig bag beside me on the floor,
looking into an empty parade square n stuff.
i'm just ~~weird~~ la.

no regrets.

ok, so i kinda regretted slping at home in the afternoon, then waking up to realise that i'm late, and taking the taxi to esplanade only to stop at tiong bahru after running out of cash.

yes, everything else was okay.

if i had gone for the camp today i would've died of regret.

haha.

so...

yeah!

even though today didnt rock as much as i wanted it to,

at least it didn't make me regret too much.

yepps.

[EDITED]

02DEC05

yesh, other photos for u to look and shake ur heads at. how could someone take such lan shots?! -_- paiseh. anyway, they're MY pics! credit if u wanna take them. thankew.

taken inside the darkdark dance studio...haha...nice??

nice setting. to create the 'ambience', as what the guy said. lmao.

niu, looking shuai. [the pic sucks.]

ahh shuai~~!

sobbb~

err, yellowish lights..??

[/EDITED]

away for 3 days!

2005-11-28T20:31:00.000+08:00

lala.
goin for the dance lesson tml..
haha..
gonna go for camp too!
=X
go camp in the morning.
put bag.
help out in some activities or smth.
hang arnd until 4pm.
go meet phoebe and yilian and peeps.
then, go dance!.
and maybe for the gathering..?
dunno where and what time it will be larh.
dunno the info true anot. no details yet.
will stay tuned to the jiazhu for these few hrs.
=__=
last time...yah...zui hou yi ci...lol!..
nb go will regret.
go le won't feel that bad.
since i nb chase for 2 days le.
yepps.
and when he goes off to msia i won't feel that bad le.
cuz i won't be able to chase le mah. =X
lalala.
oh yah, then sneak back to sch at night.
lmao~
wanna try climbing over the fence.
like damn fun liddat.
imagine those aunties and uncles frm the opp. blk looking out their windows and going,

"is that a ghost climbing over the fence...?
oh wait, do ghosts even need to CLIMB?"

=X

hair is growing long and untidy...
again.
stupid crappy curly ends.
don't like.
if it curls in at least it'll be ok.
like jennifer aniston's.
but no!...
it curls OUT!
like a friggin...70-s de girl.
eh, k la, nt that bad.
but still, it IS bad.
T___T
need a straightener.
but don't really like blowdrying my hair n stuff. =/
nbm...be happy with what u have! ^^

feel like buying white canvas shoes.
those plainplain de.
then decorate them...!
thought of doing so a few months back.
was too lazy to try though.
until i read abt..the foot fetish fest!!
DAMN NICE CAN.
arghhh.
crap la!.
why are some ppl just so goddamn pro in designing shoes?!?!
T__T

so many celebs wearing that bape sweaters nowdays.
and it's like..the same design de lor!
okie, maybe i'l blind or smth.
but it's the same print with different colours.

kido on the mtv show thinggy. [red..?]
xiaozhu on bai fen bai. [purple]
ben on the mag...[green]

I WANT BAPE JACKET!..
my bday in 4months time only leh peeps! (=

no regrets. (=

2005-11-28T12:26:00.001+08:00

NO REGRETS!

bought another tic today.
haha...
the girl was damn nice la!...
after some discussion with the peeps at chec she finally lemme buy another one.
phew~!
^^

i promise this is gonna be the last time liao.
=X
gonna study hard, work hard...
after niunai gets back to taiwan.
yarhh.
i'll be guai.
oops, i am already, hahh!
i'll be hardworking and studious and nerdy.
whatever!
if only i'm goin with the chaoxtraz.
aiyah suan le.
=/ they don't like this kinda stuff de.

NOO...

2005-11-27T19:39:00.000+08:00

ARGH.
*crapping*
been thinking the whole day.
headache, headache.
i wanna go.
but i have already sold the tic.
and there's the camp.
how..?
argh.
whywhywhy...
i'm just so fickle-minded.
yesh, crap me...

MISSING YOU. _niu... T_T

2005-11-27T11:46:00.000+08:00

I MISS NIU.
T___T.
and it's been less than 24hrs since i last saw him.
omg.
the past few days...didnt miss him that much.
DUH! CUZ I WAS CHASING!
but today...
ARGH.
the thought of another wk without him..
CAN DIE KK.
T___T.
chasing is addictive.
i wanna see niu.
even though he has a gf liao.
and of course he's nt interested in any of the fans la, as ade said!
BUT! seeing him is like damn shiok lor.
dunno la. hard to describe.
AND I CAN'T GO TO HIS DANCE LESSONS.
cuz i'm guai. and there's gg camp.
ARGHHHH.
don't think i can survive through the camp.
imagine. 4 days without niu? and tml i wont be chasing too cuz there's briefing in the morning and he'll be out teaching dance for the whole afternoon and evening time.
OMG. GAHHH. 1 WK WITHOUT NIU. COME SHOOT ME ANYONE.
*exaggerating le =P*
it's only today that i realised how kawaii he is.
and he's SHUAI!!
but dunno la. the feeling diff from that time when he was in eg.
dunno how to describe...
cuz it was like,
hmm...
DUNNOE LA.
i think the prob lies with me. =X
but last time during june n july i was damndamndamn happy leh.
and he's damn shuai la!!!
but i think he's shuaier with spiky hair.
=X dunno.
but that time when i first saw him with spiky hair i was thinking he looks nicer with the mi jia le hairstyle.
but now i think he looks nicer with spiky hair...
i know, wtf. -__-.
omg. just heard some news.
WANNA CRY LE.
no.
don't go dance lesson.
gt camp. gt camp.
and anyway i sold the tic le.
*feels like crying*.
it's ok. it's ok.
most prob he'll come back after msia...
yeshh...
don't fret...don't fret...
aiyah.
suan le.
forget abt what i said abt chasing!
IT'S NICEE.

ENERGYFOREVER!

i know i shouldn't be too siao.
it'll become an addiction and stuff, yaknow?
that's why ytd was trying to surpress those emotions la.
trying to make myself think "he's just a guy...a human being...homosapien..." but...
dunno la. it's that "i wanna see him!" feeling that keeps coming up.
ARGH.
hate this hate this hate this.
all messed up.
but i know i'll stop...
once niu successfully reaches taipei.
which is in maybe 2 wks or 3 wks time.
i dunno. but may be goin to the airport.
yesh i will.
but nx yr if he comes again...i cant be sure.
may even cry cuz cant chase him le.
I DUNNO LA...
haiz... ...
kinda sux when u don't even know what u're feeling.

bah.
another wk is starting.
and i know for sure it's gonna be yet another busy wk cuz of the camp n stuff.
and on sat if niu comes back to sg i'll probably be chasing him ba.
so...yeahh.
today is considered the end of this wk.
[or the start of another? depends on which calender u're lookin at.]
straits time horoscope thinggy last wk was smth abt chasing ur dreams and stuff for the previous wk.
and i kinda 'chased my dream' and did 'what i wanted to' i think.
cuz i wanna chase niu.
and i did.
hahaha...! is that what it meant...?
but the prediction for the upcoming wk isnt too bright.
says that i'll have moodswings. friends may help to cool me down.
oh gawdd. badbadbad.
esp. when u know u're gonna take care of small kids for 4 days.
instead of chasing a supershuaiandniceandkawaiishuaige from taiwan...
haiz. i want him to rmb me...T__T

chasing niunai. (=

2005-11-26T22:39:00.000+08:00

[EDITED]
02DEC05
they're MY pics! i don't mean anyone stealing the pics cuz they suck anyway. [and selfish me is keeping the better ones for myself only! =P] but still, if u are really damn despo for pics u should at least credit me! cuz it's basic courtesy. tyvm. ^^

passion hairdressing.

niu's car in the carpark. hahaha. ['_']

lobby of meritus mandarin. nice right!?

yesh...the only time when i'm really free to take pics is when we're waiting for niu in the hotel lobby...

workshop E tix! haha, boliao la.

to end it off...passion really has nice deco-s. lol (=
[/EDITED]

happyful.
(= <3
at the morning was damn luan.
dunno wtf were the plans.
almost the same feeling i gt at lot 1 last time la.
but went anyway.
cuz i was already on the mrt and stuff.
called yt.
paiseh yt!....
met yl and ade at the hotel.
nobody there. bleh. thought he went off already.
so we went to eat.
then, was walking past the carpark...
i noticed this black car parked outside a backdoor.
there was a guy wearing his bluetooth thinggy and talking into it on the front seat of the car.
so i walked over to check the carplate no., just incase la.
AND IT WAS THE CAR NIU WAS IN!
was like "OMG" and shouted out the no.
hahh.
yl wanted to walk to the lobby but ade n i thought that he would prob. come out from there.
ade then went to ask the security guard sittin at the door for an umbrella.
cuz it was drizzling abit.
and the guard said "he's coming down he's coming down"
so i quickly stuffed the letter into the envelope and wrote "to: niunai" infront in black ink.
and the envelope was quite crumpled le.
wtf la!! suan le.
it was the best i could do.
cuz this morn was in a rush to get out.
-__-.
THEN TWO GUYS STARTED WALKIN DOWN THE CORRIDOR.
[which has many luggages]
and one of them was NIU!!!!!!!
AHHH. *gasp*
quickly switched to the cam mode on my hp.
didnt scream or pull him or do any siao/rude/uncivilised stuff.
we just...took pics/filmed him.
which was what he wanted fans to do. hahaah!
and he was danm friendly.
smilesmile and walkwalk.
i handed him the letter.
HE TOOK IT!!!
*HAPPY*
then he went inside the car and opened the envelope.
then he looked out and smiled at us.
but there were only 3 of us standing there...
and ade was lookin at him like a normal person [nt fan] would when a star is infront of him/her.
LOL.
and he was lookin at us one by one!!
and at our cams too.
omg!!
and there were only the 3 of us there.
SEESEE?! I SAW THE CAR DE. =P
must thank ade for talking to the security guard la!
if nt we might have walked to the lobby and missed seeing niu!!
hahaha!
gt maxis arnd.
but dunno why no big grps of ppl comin round...
haha!!!
these 2 girls who were walkin arnd ran here.
err, only 1 ran here. i think the rest were starting their maxis.
but WHO CARES.
LOL.
AS LONG AS HE SEES US.
=P
and he smiled. we smiled.
we waved. he waved.
the car drove off.
then...suddenly a taxi was infront of us and ade went "GO IN! GO IN!' and without thinking we opened the door and squeezed in.
and decided to follow the maxi-s or niunai infront.
but unfortunately we followed a misled maxi.
and gt misled as well.
to unknown hotel.
argh!!!
and somebody told us that he's at orchard tower.
and miraculously we managed to walk there.
from tanglin or smth.
haha!!!
so pro right!??!?!
O__O
as i have said before, sg too small le la! hahaha...
the places damn easy to find de!
asked arnd.
ran and dashed acrss roads.
oops. didnt die though. =P
and ranranran. got to know a few fans. kept in contact.
finally found niunai at passion hairdressing. or smth la. the shop damn cool lo!!!
the furnitures there damn nice!!
gt quite alot of fans waiting outside la.
then niunai came out and posed at a pic.
trying to look serious/cute[?] while looking at the framed pic.
hahaha...
they were filming some stuff la. should be for wan quan yu le de.
eeee.
why nt bai fen bai?
i prefer bai fen bai lor. at least gt xiaozhu.
nt like that jungiery de...*eeeeeeeeee!!!*
but anyway!
he posed at this sofa.
OMG. SHUAI.
I LUB THAT POSE.
dunno la. but i like models sitting on sofa and leaning fwd towards the cam.
that's like...so si wen and shuai at the same time!!!
OMG!! gahh!! <3<3<3<3 color="#ff6666" size="4">THERE WAS NOBODY THERE!
of course everybody inside maxis liao la.
but oh well!
it's better to see him at places where there are fewer ppl.
damn heng sia today.
can buy 4d liao.
=X
met alot of gui ren.
omg. <3 color="#666666">[bhb =P]
BUT!
i don't mind having yuan with niu.
LOL.

pics.
err...few days nb post le hor??
lazy to upload la....
a few days later then post.
LOL.
heard that niu may be staying for a longggg time.
a few wks maybe?
duno la.
after camp then continue chasing.
hope he rmbs me.
gave him 2 letters le.
ytd and today.
think he'll rmb...?
<3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOIRENEY!!!
(=

and i have to say...
SORRY YITING!!!
sorry to keep u waiting.
really wasnt expecting niu to come out.
SORRY SORRY SORRY!

NIUNAI! lublublub <33

2005-11-25T22:02:00.000+08:00

niunai looked at me.
niunai shook my hand.
niunai took my letter.
niunai smiled at me.
(=
benefits of waiting outside the hotel.
BWAHAHA!
k la.
i promised nt to chase stars le.
but it's the 2nd last time im gonna chase.
pweeze pweeze pwetty pweeze?
-_-.

went for the gg hiking thinggy today.
it was too short.
the treetop trail was too..artificial.
nt natural enough.
bleh.
the bridge..
well, it's nt smth that i imagined it to be.
it's nt as shaky,
it's nt as wobbly,
it's nt as dangerous,
it's too fking safe!
i know i was kinda scared at the beginning
but gradually it got...well, boring.
and the trial had these wooden planks n stuff that are stable.
what nature?
it's just like climbing stairs lo.
zzz.
whatever la.
and the trial to the treetop walk was too short.
i mean, make it longer can't u?
ppl will get into the 'mood' of nature better.
eh, dunno what sai i talking abt le la.
-_-.

after hiking thinggy...went NTUC centre or smth.
yilian had to pay for her tic.
[i have sold my tic to phoebe's friend]
then, went orchard.
got news that niunai was still inside the hotel.
so we went to the hotel and waited for abt half an hr or so.
yilian wanted to pee but the toilet was locked.
so we waited. and waited.
and there were already a few ppl there liao.
ppl standing guard at all three possible exits.
[abit scary leh! =X]
then...waited beside a few ppl.
quite paiseh la, since they have been waiting for like, hours and we just arrived there and stuff.
this girl got tired and went off to eat.
after she left, someone suddenly shrieked "NIUNAI!!"
[we were standing outside the hotel peering through the transparent glass at that time]
everyone started rushing to the lobby.
of course, the guards workin at the hotel blocked the way.
this guy was following niunai.
shook niunai's hand ^^
then he stood there and waited for his car i think.
and yilian gave him her postcard while he was walking out, and a few ppl gave their prezzies to him too, so i put my letter in his hand too. =P
and someone shook his hand
so i reached out mine and he shook it too!
and he looked at me =P
he was damn near lor!!
and there were very few ppl.
like, less than 20 ba??
very exciting.
hahaha.
he was just, hmm, 2 or 3 steps infront of me.
omg!
did not want to look at him through the phone de cam.
cuz usually i did that...
and it's nt gd!
when u look at him without ur cam, the memory will last longer.
so i didnt take many pics.
but he smiled at me.
=P
and this girl beside me started talking to him.
wanted to talk to him but didnt dare.
was too shy. couldnt think of anything to say.
ARGH!!!
T__T
then someone wanted to take pic with him.
this girl la. his bf or smth holding on to the cam.
then the guy beside niunai whisked him away and made him walk one round around the lobby.
think it's cuz they dun want him to take pic with any fans and stuff.
then the car arrived!
[i rmb the carplate no. it's the same as 2 days ago de. ^^]
he got in. we waved.
he looked at me! =P
then...the car went off.
we didnt book maxi mah. so was walkin towards tangs outside the hotel...
when i happened to glance past the hotel de main entrance accidentally, and saw the car driving past it again.
was thinking "OMG WTF" and shouted "HIS CAR!!" to yilian.
we ran up.
then the car turned round 3 times in total.
to get the photographers on board or smth.
hahh.

zzz.
chasing is tiring.
and frustrating at times.
but oh well.
sightseeing at night was cool.
the scenes damn nicee.
haha..
oh wells.
nt gonna chase anymore after dec.
so...yahh.
stop this addiction!
nx time if eg comes i'll cry at home for days and nights.
blehh.
o's suck.

ENLIGHTENED! ^^

2005-11-24T22:55:00.000+08:00

lalala.
another post.
lol.
have to announce..
I'M SICK OF ALL THIS CHASING SHIZZLE!
really lor.
zzz.
sms here. sms there.
lies.
crap.
shizzle.
the ultimate aim?
to see him.
a foreigner.
someone who doesnt rmb me, i guess.
wtf.
izzit worth it?
nope.
why live ur life for someone else?
u are ur own motivation.
why do u wanna do well in life?
cuz u wanna face up to urself.
and nobody else!
why make someone else ur motivation?
that's fucking stupidstupidstupid!
don't depend on anyone!
depend on urself!
and where is the fun!
where is the fun, tell me, when u go running around and screaming like siao in public juz cuz of a guy!?!???!?
lalalaa!
i feel matured all of a sudden.
but it's just my imagination.
LMAO.
i think i change my mind too quickly.
fickle-minded.
oops?
whatever.
bah!
haha.

Decisions.

2005-11-24T19:16:00.000+08:00

i have decided!
i'm nt goin for the workshop le.
but i'm going for the brownies camp instead.
i'm so loyal...haha!
(=

dunno la.
friends are more impt.
cannot zhong se qing you!
and i have ponned too many gg activities for this kinda stuff le.
=X time to repent and change my ways!
bwahahaha~
and the camp seems fun.
sentry duty!
but hope i don't see anything that i'm nt supposed to la.
err, don't think sideways...! [xiang wai wai =P]
i mean those...floating red/transparent stuff.
u know u know??
=_=...

nx yr can't chase anymore.
anyway, realisation hit me when i was chasing niunai ytd.
alot of the maxicab-bookers are near-adults or adults.
abt 19 or 20 yrs old those kind bah.
and it's like...
i don't wanna be like that in future.
i don't wanna go gaga over some foreign artiste then go chasing them all around sg when they come.
i don't wanna scream and wave frantically than shriek when they wave back at me.
i don't wanna act like some lovestruck teenager and daydream abt them all day long, at work.
i wanna wear stylo clothes,
be, u know, cool and calm like what an adult should be,
and hanging out at zouk and other adult-y hangouts n stuff.
and i wanna study at a university or smth at that age.
[try la, hor?? =X]
if i continue being addicted to such stuff...
my future!!!
ahh, think abt my future!!..
i wanna concentrate on my studies.
i wanna get gd results and stuff.
instead of wasting my time being crazy abt stars.
and there's O's nx year.
perhaps it's best to stop after this niunai saga.
yepp. after a few more days. then i'll...change!
yeah, change!!!!!
LOL. =X
and i finally realise that life doesnt revolve around energy, u know.
even though, yeah, they rock, their dancing is cool, they're shuai and cute n stuff.
i know.
but too bad they dunno me.
[even if niunai rmbs, so what? he's 26.]\

HAIZ.
what is happening to me...?!
4 months ago i would've jumped at the chance to learn dance from and take pic with niunai.

oh well.
sold the tic le.
bwahahaha.

SEESEE!
I'M SO LOYAL TO GUIDES!!
*guai until very qian da =P*

zzz.

feel that aussies are making too big a deal over the drug trafficking thinggy le.

i mean, if u say that the penalty is too heavy, then what abt the other offenders?

those who have been hung? is it fair?

why should the govt. change the sentence juz because he's, well, an aussie?

u're an aussie, so what?

if this continues all the drug traffickers from other countries caught trafficking drugs into sg would've pleaded too.

and then the system in sg would have to be changed and blahblah.

unfair la.

eh, don't wanna talk much liao.

in case i kena sued.

haha.

<3 niunai

2005-11-23T18:42:00.000+08:00

NIUNAI IS IN SG!
WE'RE BREATHING THE AIR HE'S BREATHING.
lol.
-_-.

went airport today.
after eng retest. which was okay.
then!
stood at the door which eg usually come out from.
waited. waited. waited.
then! finally! BR225 arrived.
and waited. waited. waited.
until abt 12.10.
or later...?
saw the first sign of niunai!!!
AHHH!!!
a few ppl started screaming.
and of course i started screaming too. LMAO.
he was quite far away la. in the arrival hall. at the luggage there.
couldnt see very clearly. [yes my eyesight sux (=]
at first thought he had cut his hair sia.
cuz his friend who was also wearing sunglasses kept looking out.
AND NIUNAI LOOKED HERE A COUPLE OF TIMES!
(=
and so we started waving.
bwahahahha.
finally he came out.
kena mobbed sia.
LOL CHAM.
but it was quite lucky that his friends were there la.
if not...the situation could've been worst. with a few tragedies. LOL no la jk!
then started running running
some ran infront of him [to get gd shots on their digicams/hps]
some ran beside him [to touch him. i know, eww.]
some ran behind him [cuz cannot keep up, haha!!]
and some flew! [jk. cold hor.]
then he walked up the stairs.
wanted to give up at first. cuz it seemed quite futile to keep running la, he walked damn quickly okie. tall ppl with big paces. grr.
but went with the crowd anyway. LOL.
i mean,
since i was there already, wth, just go with the flow la!!!
and miraculously nobody fell down while dashing up the stairs!
wow!!!
there were fewer ppl on top.
guess alot of ppl gave up after reaching the stairs.
haha, wasted la!
kept running n shouting.
decided it was useless to try to take any photos with my hp...
and concentrated on running instead!
ran ran ran.
he walked out the entrance.
a black car was parked outside.
he went in and his friends helped to put the luggages into the car.
i stood at the pavement at the front end of the car.
not exactly infront la, u know, at the side.
i didnt plan to get a gd view or anything leh!
i just reached that place and stood there since nobody was standing there.
and the view was superb sia!!!
waved and screamed!!
and HE LOOKED AT ME!
and waved~~~
hehehe~~
and a few ppl around there la, of course!
im nt that special kk!
but still!
he looked at me!!
(= *happy* LOL.

met a girl called brenda there.
told us that there were 2 more workshops for the dance lessons.
were on the mrt, heading to NTUC centre or smth to register,
when boireney called and said that niunai was in heeren!
of course we went there straightaway la...
and he was inside this shop with sun ho.
[eeeeee~~~]
was filming smth i guess.
gt videocams n stuff.
eh, the caps there very nice leh!!
feel like buying some. but i don't look nice wearing caps. BLAH.
anyway, there was this crowd of ppl outside the shop.
and the shop was locked la. duh -.-.
after some posing n phototaking n stuff, he bought smth i think...
and then he came out!
everybody was running again~~
haha...
his hand was infront of me leh..
but i didnt wanna touch it. dunno why sia.
juz felt abit bian tai la.
-_- wtf!
then he went to the lift...
so we ran down the stairs...
and at the carpark...was about to give up and go to the NTUC thinggie..
was standing there along the pavement...
i was looking around for black cars la, just in case ma...
the maxi-s were queueing up to get out of the carpark..
suddenly...this black car came up and waited behind the queue.
wanted to check the carplate juz in case...
so i ran there and *gasp* it's the car niunai was in!
stood there [gaping? no, hopefully] looking.
LOl.
then...saw niunai inside!
and there wasnt anybody beside me i think.
so i waved.
he looked at me and waved!
then brenda yilian and another girl ran here and waved.
haha...
buddan he saw me first la!
pro right pro right??
=P
then walked n walked...
was gonna walk to the mrt station then go NTUC de.
but along the way walked past a hotel and saw alot of maxis [i saw de =P]
and found out that niunai is staying inside!
hahahaha!!

dunno should go for the dance anot la.
it's nt worth it leh.
=.= blehh.
50 ppl. 1 hr. $25.
sia la.

ehhh.
play for 1wk.
then study for teh rest.
ok ok???
okay!

as long as i'm happy! (=

2005-11-22T19:40:00.000+08:00

is chasing stars a waste of time?
i know alot of ppl think that it's useless, a waste of time and energy, and stupid.

the logical side of me thinks that, well, yeah,
it's useless, a waste of time, and quite stupid.

but another side of me says that
as long as i'm happy,
just do it!

aiyah, crap la.
who cares abt what u think?
lol!

therefore,
i'm going to the airport tml after eng retest.
-background music : leaving on a jet plane-
-starts sobbing~~~
no la!
i'm nt going abroad.
unfortunately. (=

i was once a treehouse
i lived in a cake
but i never saw the way
the orange slayed the rake [?]
llama llama llama...duck!

o_O

2005-11-22T11:45:00.000+08:00

""it's not about what u did,
it's about what u're going to do...""

crap la.
go study!!
argh!!!
don't have the mood to la.
books look like crap infront of me now.
err, maybe i should enjoy and slack 1 wk then start revising nx wk?
after brownies camp, that is.
=X
excuses, excuses.
i'll just buy the pants and shoes for new yr la!
*feels slightly less guilt-er*
damnit.
eng retest tml.
sia la...
waste time!!

argh__moneymoneymoneyT_T

2005-11-21T19:40:00.000+08:00

crap!!!!
just found out that replacement for IC is $100.
WTF!
T___T
LIEWW!!
no money le la!
nt gonna buy that pair of pants le.
argh!!!!
nx yr than make.
nt very impt. anyway.
-_-. ezlink card more impt.
AND IT'S $20!

stupid world.
money is everything.
grr.

found out niunai's flight le.
IT CLASHES WITH THE ENG RETEST.
LIEW!
SUAY-ED.
ARGH.
and there's camp briefing on thurs.
which means...I CAN'T CHASE HIM!!!!
AND ON FRIDAY THERE'S HIKING!
omfg.
and on saturday he would've met so many fans that he wouldn't bother abt us.
k la.
abit exaggerated.
BUT STILL...
)#*_)*^

no...cannot pon guides...
muz give wankee face!
=X

dance workshop. GAHH. O_O

2005-11-20T23:31:00.000+08:00

niunai's teaching dance from 27-28th!
and the workshops are all booked.
CRAP!
I DIDNT HAVE O'S BUT I DIDNT BOTHER TO CHECK.
ONLY 2 WKS N I MISSED OUT SO MUCH!!
ARGH!!!
KNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*calms down*
i'll go stalk him when he comes on wed then.
lmao.
*psychotic look in eyes*

currently on the waiting list.

even if they open a new workshop i'm sure i won't get in de.

argh.

5566 auto! LOL. [kpokia]

2005-11-20T17:22:00.000+08:00

OMG!
5566 DIDN'T LIPSYNC!!
*gaspgaspgasp!!*
they shook along to the music.
LOL~
56 had an auto for their concert thinggy at bpp today.
at 3pm.
which was 2.5 hrs ago.
and out of curiosity [or kponess], i went.
cuz i need to buy pants mah.
and so i was standing there with my mum.
and there were quite alot of ppl la...
BUT OF COURSE ENERGY DE GT MORE PPL!
(=
hmm...shaowei was quite cute la.
he wore this bigbig sunglasses that covered half his face.
I LUB PPL WHO WEAR THAT!! <3>
[but kunda looks cuter when he wore those type de sunglasses. LIKEDUH! =X]
and i thought they would at least lipsync to like 2 songs or smth.
cuz that's what usually celebs do during auto-s.
but NO!
when the song "hao jiu bu jian" was played, they merely stood there and waved/shook the clappers/smiled for the cams.
WTF?!
they didn't even try to lipsync.
and i even thought of the possibility that they might dance.
geez. such a disappointment.
(-__-)....
if they had lipsync-ed i would've applaud their efforts for trying.
zzz~
and NO!
i'm still loyal to energy kk.
when the host asked "what's the best boyband in sg??"
of course alot of ppl there shouted "5566!"
BUT!!
i whispered "energy"!!!
of course i would've come off as a more loyal fan if i had shouted "ENERGY!" loudly and proudly.
but i am loyal, and sane too.
would i like to be bashed up by those few hundred fans?
probably not.
but i took some pics la.
which sucks since i reached there exactly at 3pm- haha!
which im gonna post!
and i got 2 more earholes too.
bwahahhaa.
was kinda afraid at first.
took some time. =_=
BUT NEVERTHELESS!
THEY WERE FINALLY PUNCHED IN THE END!
YAY~
the 2nd item to be struck off my wishlist.
(=
didn't buy any pants though.
didn't see any that i liked particularly.
>__<
haiz!
gonna go pants-hunting.
BUT THE JACKETS AT LP ZONE WERE NICEE~
and the colours of the pants are exactly what i like - brown/olive green n stuff.
<3
but i don't like the cutting though.
=/

NEW~

2005-11-19T23:31:00.000+08:00

* NEW LAYOUTTIE (=
and i rock cuz i created this in paint.
should be quite obvious la, given the simplicity of the design.
BAH.

Shit and Jogging

2005-11-19T19:32:00.000+08:00

(aboutshit.txt)
if u need to shit,
but badly want to go jogging...
SHIT FIRST!
thump thump thump,
slide slide slide.
go figure.
(/aboutshit.txt)

went jogging at the park!
it's better than jogging at jas' house there.
cuz of the slopes n stuff, maybe.
when u run down the slope...
damn fun!

gen ye feng yi yang de shen yin
xin sui de hen hao ting

bwahahha!
but it gets quite scary at night leh.
esp. since somebody died there before.
[a girl, of a heart attack or smth while jogging. >_<]
yah.
but i fulfilled one of my goals of the weekend...
YAY!
(=

MEANIES!

2005-11-19T11:39:00.000+08:00

it's mean for ppl to ransack others' bags...
esp. when private stuff are inside.
wahlau!
it's veryvery rude u know?
what if confidential documents are kept inside?
then everything gone izzit?
even though u don't like a person u don't have to do motherfucking stuff like that what.
asshole/s.

DO HOMEWORK!
DO HOMEWORK!
then go jogging...

i need adobe photoshop!

i hate venn diagrams.
i hate sets.
looks easy but it's nt.
esp. when u're almost sleeping during lessons.
and ur stomach is growling like mad.
T_T

yt's pencil case is gonna stay with me for the weekend!

2005-11-17T19:30:00.000+08:00

Sian ...

twoTWOtwo!

2005-11-16T20:49:00.000+08:00

twomoredays~
to actual de hols.
lol...

mediacorp is dishing out too much of those superstar stuff le.
i think only one show at a time is better la.
like jue dui superstar.
cuz now it's like...
ming xing ou xiang, that host thinggy [starting nx wk], and xiao yuan superstar [starting soon]...
zzz~

eh, don't feel like doing hw today.
oops, in the i-just-don't-feel-like-doing-any-work mood again.
>_<

Exorcism of Emily Rose.

2005-11-15T20:19:00.000+08:00

exorcism of emily rose.

quite scary la.
but the plot was quite boring at the beginning.
=_="
the details are shocking though.
[ 3pm, demonic time ]
and the scary part was that ast jokingly said that she'll call me at 3.33am to scare me.
before we watched the movie.
even though i know she's just joking...
but...it's quite near to the demonic time as mentioned in the movie!
and i think this may be quite true leh, cuz from russell lee's bks i read before that the time when the 'ying' is strongest is from 11pm-3am.
EH. DUN WANNA SAY ANYTHING LIAO.
cuz i wanna slp peacefully at night today!

friggin sick of ppl telling me "niunai is online".
BLARDY HELL LA!
HE'S ONLINE, SO WHAT?
IT DOESN'T CONCERN ME CUZ APPARENTLY HIS ACC WAS FULL OR SMTH AND I WASN'T ADDED.
and anyway I DON'T CARE LIAO!!!
can't u see can't u see???!
diao...
and there's no need to brag to me or smth cuz u're added and u're able to see him online n stuff.
cuz i simply d-o-n-t-c-a-r-e anymore!
-___-.
like, if u said this to me abt 4months ago i would've given u a more vigorous reaction.
but NO! i'm TIRED today! and i'm NOT INTERESTED!
grr!!!!!
coming from a p6 kid whom i posted abt being a stupid...person.
let's be nice shall we?
i know he added u, small girl, so da jiejie is happy for u! ^^ *smiles sweetly*

and i suspect she may be the same person who owns the ahpui's acc.
cuz the way she talks is quite weird and sometimes when he's online she's nt and vice versa.
but i may be thinking too much.
suspicious mind, u know?
=X

zzz!

2005-11-14T19:12:00.000+08:00

ONE MORE WEEK!
(=
of remedials.
no, i'm nt a friggin primary sch kid. AHEM.
although the start of our hols are the same.
(-____-) *nods sadly*

kinda irritating when ppl on ur msn list asks u who u are.
i mean, WELL, U'RE ON THEIR LIST AREN'T U?!
and if u take the trouble of KNOWING them by their EMAILS, the least they could do is to REMEMBER who u are right?
besides, it's THEIR list!
argh.
and smth even stupid-er is when ppl asks u how to differentiate between U and UR FREN, cuz ur nicks are almost the same.
WTF?!?!
ok so i should use "a person" instead of the plural term "ppl".
and the person is the one who was gonna plan a TIMETABLE for a badminton game.
like what time exactly to eat lunch, what time to reach the badminton court, what time to go home blahblahblah.
AND EVEN WHAT TIME TO REST!
oh yah, and the duration in which we're gonna rest.
-__-.
even though that's almost a yr ago i still remember it vividly.
LMAO.

2005-11-13T21:52:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BDAY LINGGIE!!!!!
(=

stupid motorcyclist. _l_

2005-11-12T19:09:00.000+08:00

from yilian's bloggie-

Rules of the game:
1) Post 5 weird/random stuff about yourself.
2) At the end, list the names of 5 people who you want next to this and leave a comment "YOU ARE TAGGED" in their blog and tell them to read your blog for rules.

5 random stuff:
1. i am weird.
2. i am antisocial.
3. fion is me.
4. me is fion.
5. i have a 4-letter F word for my name.
- how many ppl actually has that? so it's cool okie. X) -

5 people to pass this on to:
err, all the chaoxtraz ba!
[ coincidentally there are only 5 with bloggies. bwahahaha. (= ]

--------------------------------
when the going gets tough, the tough gets going...!
---------------------------------

met an asshole today.
more specifically, abt half an hr ago.
was crossing the road.
WHEN THE GREEN MAN WAS ON.
and it was a road
junction, so there were cars turning from another lane.
and I WAS CROSSING THE ROAD and walking pretty fast from the pavement cuz i didnt wanna miss the green man.
when suddenly this motherfucking motorcycle zoomed past behind me,
and the person, or should i term him as "motherfucker", shouted 'WATCH BEFORE CROSSING THE ROAD", and smth which i didn't manage to hear in front.
WTF??
WAS IT NOT A GREEN MAN THAT WAS FLASHING??
AND BEING THE ONE ON THE FUCKING MOTORCYCLE, U SHOULD BE THE ONE LOOKING OUT FOR PAEDESTRIANS CROSSING THE STREET, SHOULDNT U?
reminds me of that accident a few months ago.
abt the woman being hit down by a car and getting paralysed or smth.
AND SHE'S BLAMED TOO.
WTF??
fuckers like this spoil my day.
even though my day wasn't exactly very bright before that fucker came along either.
but HE SCOLDED ME when he's the one who's wrong.
and that pisses me off.
HMPH!
-__-

this fucking ahpui. [i'm nt prejudiced against fat ppl; just referring to this guy. yt gave this nickname to him. (=]
I'M SICK OF UR LIES!
and to think i believed it a few months ago.
wtf!!!!
u really know energy?
I'M A GD PAL OF WANG LI HONG, U KNOW THAT????
fuck u!
like bluffing innocent, pure, naive, angelic little kids is fun. [coughMEcough(=]
and what would u gain outta this??
i don't believe there are such gd samaritans in this fucked-up world.
YES I'M NEGATIVE SO SUE ME.
and the pics u 'promised'?
it's nt ur fault that u "went to taiwan and visited niunai for 1wk" during the jqj, eh??
ONLY DUMBASSES WOULD BELIEVE SUCH A STUPID LIE!!!
and to think i actually believed u abt 4months back.
GOD, WAS I DUMB OR WHAT.
and ur lies are so fucking stupid that they're hilarious.
crap i lost my files when my compie was reformatted.
or else i would've looked at the chatlog and laughed.
u met energy during their first concert??
and they actually STOPPED THEIR CAR just to get down and give u a namecard.
OH RRRIIIGGGHHHTTT.
and i actually went to xiaozhu's house last year and played mahjong with him.
u must really be an idiot to believe me.
and can anyone believe the fact that this ahpui said that he owns a shoe company that requires him to go overseas so often?
he told me that his friend gave him a backstage pass to energy's first concert in SG, and he got to make friends with them when he was there.
like wtf?!
would a middle-aged ahpui be interested in idols which girls are crazy abt?
that doesnt make much sense.
and the pics he showed,
well,
they seem FAKE.
god suddenly i miss my photoshop. im yearning to design smth. T_T
but the webcam and the phone part was believable though.
BUT STILL ANYONE COULD FAKE IT, RIGHT?!
and anyone could go to taiwan and buy the friggin shirt from showbiz.
AIYAH I DON'T CARE.
I BELIEVE U'RE A FUCKING AHPUI WHO HAS NTH BETTER TO DO EXCEPT LYING TO TEENAGE GIRLS AND LAUGHING AT THEIR STUPIDITY.
or u may be a perverted ass who wants to meet teenage girls and rape them!!
*horrified*

low self-esteem ain't gd.
it's time to change!
starting from my eating habits.
and my studying duration.
and more importantly my exercise routine.
and the shows i watch.
too much chinese, too little english. my vocab deteoriated so much that it's gonna vanish into thin air soon.
T_T
YES!
and my attitude towards life.
bleh.
and i shall stop being so fanatical abt idols and all that.
cuz i probably won't get to know them ever in my entire life,
and when i grow up they'll all be uncles and aunties already.
nd they won't ever get to know me either.
so why bother so much?
and everyday ppl is telling my that niunai is online n stuff.
i know, he was online, so let it be!
what can i do when i have absolutely 0 fate with him?
and even if i finally get to talk to him,
will he even remember me?
it's like, from what he said [in his short msg at the 'official' yahoo grp], there are 1000+ fans who added him on msn.
and there may be much, much more now.
so i will be just like any other fan talking to him.
and even if i get that chance, what will i say?
"hi, ur dancing rocks, u're my idol, i lub u sososososooooo much, u're so shuai!!!!! *gushes*"
-____- like any other fan?
and on msn u can't even act cool. LOL.
aiyah, just focus on studies lah, like what adults normally say.
and sometimes it gets irritating watching girls swoon over their fave singers n stuff.
i know i'm obviously one of them...-__-.
but nevertheless!
change is on the way!!
i shall be more down-to-earth and concentrate more on my studies!
it gets tiring walking with ur head in the clouds everyday.
and i feel like i have wasted this whole year doing nth except watching my brain get stupid-er and stupid-er.
my IQ is falling badly.
i'm getting all crapped up and stuff.
I FEEL STUPID!
like i don't know anything.
cuz i threw away my habit of reading the newspaper daily in the middle of the yr when i started to become all dreamy and stuff and swooning over chinese singers.
greattt!
then i started watching more chinese shows cuz of the shuaishuai taiwanese celebs.
and i switched back to listening to chinese songs!
and all along i have spoken more chinese than english.
and thus MY ENGLISH SUCKS NOW.
YES I REGRET IT VERY MUCH.
this year has been such a fucking useless yr.
what have i been doing??
everything wasted.
everything gone down the drain.
like, 70% of my knowledge is gone.
u kinda forget stuff that u used to know over time.
haiz.

Bag and specs. [sounds gd together, no? (=]

2005-11-11T21:01:00.000+08:00

zzz.
life is crap.
and i just realised that zinc bags are getting more and more common.
hope nobody gets the same one as mine though...

damnit.
my specs are really falling apart.
really have to wear my new specs more often.
=_=

life kinda sucks when u're just a stupid fatass,
with deteoriating results each year,
antisocial behavior,
un-chio,
with no talents,
not a pro in anything,
not learning anything new,
BLAH.

and hs seems like she don't wanna learn hiphop anymore.
if this drags on i'm sure we will be too late to enter any class at any CC liao.
aiyah.
bad mood these few days la...
forgive me for my bitchiness ppl.
i'm just an antisocial freak.
and nobody is reading this cuz nobody comes anyway.
but i can't classify this as a private blog cuz well, nth is private once u enter the posts into the blogger database.
so whatever.
BLEH.
BYE.

wishlist [coughMYBDAYISINMARCH-whichisverynear!!cough]

2005-11-09T19:32:00.000+08:00

i need a new bag.
and pencil box.
and wallet - i miss my quite-new pink+brown roxy de. WHICH I LOST. T_T...
oh yah...
and shoes.
end of the year = time to get new stuff.
haha.
yay. =X

wang zi bian qing wa damndamndamndamn nice!
watching these kinda shows kinda makes u wanna fall in love.
u know, all the tong hua stuuffiex.
-____-
*childish gerger*
- giggles -
LOL.
but i still hate jungiery.
sun de rong sucks.
183club is okay though.
=X

SUAN LE...
later do hw.
ahhhh...!
I NEED TO STUDY.
and stop watching TV.
argh.
tomorrow...
tomorrow...!

start working hard sia.
nx yr O's...
argharghargh!!!!

need to lose weight!!
i'm like...
ARGH damn heavy now.
wanna reach 45kg.
45kg...can de can de!
T__T
and i won't be so stupid like last time le la.
so don't worry! =X
can do it de...!
watch less tv.
and err, buy some exercise equipments or smth?
haiz.
really wanna learn hiphop.

remedials T_T

2005-11-08T20:10:00.000+08:00

lalala...
suckssuckssucks...
veryveryverysian-ed sch day.
YES. IT'S FRIGGIN HOLS AND WE HAVE TO GO BACK.
i know i mustn't complain.
it's for my own good!
*angelic smile* - translate: chaoguaikiaqiandasmile.
zzzla.

think of the bright side!

at least u don't have to take O's or A's today.
AHA.
like that would make me feel better...-__-...

haiz.
life is crap la.
in reference to a chinese compre done today during MTlesson...
not only books can be a loyal friend.
TV CAN TOO!!
and with TV u get visual enjoyment.
u don't have to waste so much brainjuice to imagine the scene the writer's crapping abt.
and!!!
u get to laugh!!!
and ppl don't look weird laughing at a tv set.
even though it's just a black/silver box.
but ppl would look kinda weird smiling at a book...
and watching entertainment shows would really brighten u up.
yu le bai fen bai!!! <3
especially when u see ur idols on tv!
(=
having idols are not a waste of time.
no matter what clueless adults/some people say.
ahaha.
cuz!
it gives u motivation!
and it gives u something to look forward to.
when they come to a place near u...
and when u finally get to see them in person...
the sense of satisfaction and joy u get...
is really very unique.

u won't get that kinda feeling just by getting gd results.
u won't get that feeling just by finishing a gd book. (-_-)

it's just hard to describe la!
may sound stupid, no?
dun care.
i lub energy+xiaozhu.
(=

lubBOOKSLUBbooks- hypnotise urself!

2005-11-07T19:05:00.000+08:00

lalala...
im gonna study...
studystudystudy...
books are god...
actually, no.
but i'm gonna force myself to think this way!
cuz it appears like everybody is studying hard this hols except for me.
who is still totally in love with those peeps who smiled/shook hands with me 3-4 days ago.
pathetic, yes?
(=

actually right, talking abt ppl on bloggies is not really backstabbing leh.
that was what i thought when i typed a certain entry some time ago.
cuz a bloggie can obviously never be private.
and if the person u're talking abt knows the addie of ur bloggie, it's nt backstabbing.
cuz the person who owns the bloggie knows that the public can read it, and the person who was supposedly backstabbed was also allowed to read and know what the person feels/thinks.
it's just that the person did not know what the blogger wrote just because he/she didnt read the bloggie.
so it's nt the blogger's fault cuz it's nt like he/she blocked the person's IP from viewing the webpage, or ask everybody to hide the URL from the person. [which is very stupid]
cuz the blogger knew that the person would read it somehow, and didn't have the intention of hiding whatever he/she said from the person.
it's nt like a secret conversation on the phone/IM, where the person talks bad stuff abt the person and asks the other party not to tell the person abt it.
it's different.
blogs can be read by everybody, unless they are password-protected n stuff, which can still be hacked into very easily nowadays.
thus, talking bad stuff abt ppl in bloggies should nt be considered backstabbing as we all know that blogs can be read by whoever who passes by accidentally and is interested in reading whatever content there is inside.
lol.
i'm nt referring to anything in particular.
just voicing my opinion abt blogging. (=
cuz blogging is supposed to be smth enjoyable and somewhere for u to vent ur frustrations!
even though the negative side of blogging is too damn commercialised recently la.
wtf lo.
and i can say that freedom of speech is crap, cuz there are still some sensitive issues that ppl can't say, stuff that will raise controversy and such.
zzz.
blehh.
wtf la.
if everybody starts buying diaries n stuff more trees will be cut down and the environment will be further damaged.
-_-...
wth am i saying.

蓝色风暴
respect!
方文山 u rawk.
[lyricist]

dreamt of niunai and jay ytd.
LMAO.
was walking and walking.
saw energy de auto...
and niunai's shop beside it -__-...
and guess what?
i chose to go to niunai's shop.
*GASP*
and jay is inside promoting smth.
so i sat down to listen..
and asked him smth i think.
THEN HE DAO-ED ME.
OMGWTFFFFF!

next scene:
me. friend. walking past.
and i told my friend i'm never going in again CUZ HE DAO-ED ME.

next scene:
back inside the shop again.
niunai's behind the counter.
oh ya, the furnishing of the shop very nice leh.
very bright and cheery.
reminds me of those cafe/sandwich shops.
^^

BUT...
JAY DAO-ED ME IN MY DREAM!!!!!!!!
AND IT'S MY DREAM SOMEMORE LOR!!!!
ARGHHHHH.

2005-11-06T21:36:00.000+08:00

NEW LAYOUTTIE!
nice right?
it's not made by me.
first time i'm using a premade layouttie. =X *feels uneasy*
but being the freak i am,
i decided to change some stuff...
such as the cursor, the borders of the tables, the fonts, the linkies and stuff.
basically the css of the page la.
[ NOTE: css - colour scheme and stuff, nt commonwealth sec sch.]
(-____-)
the previous layouttie was too goddamn simple.
and unfortunately my compie is spoilt [i'm using my sis'] and my psp and photoshop are GONE.
anybody gt the discs?
for photoshop esp.?
lend me lend me!!
=X

took some time searching for a nicenice layouttie sia.
was considering jay de!
it's brown n stuff.
*lost the linkie*
but decided on white in the end la.
i may sound bad for saying this but it's quite hard to look for pro de skins on blogskins.com...
=X
it's still better than friendster lah.
u know, with all the awesommee* peeppx anndd stuuffx?
gedd mahhx ppoiintx?
hope euu duu.

didn't cross my mind that there are indeed sad deranged kids out there.
who derive joy from telling ppl abt their sinful deeds.
yes yes, marvelous world.

don't like ppl shouting ccb or lj in public.
dunno la! but i think even saying "FUCK U!" is better lor.
cuz obviously the person doesnt look like a walking vagina or penis...
even though, u know, the hair on them looks almost like the hair on our heads.
-__-...
horny beings. tsktsk!

it's interesting to read spammers' tags...! =X
*siao kia*
but really!...
some illogical and plain stupid.
some that will make u change ur views.
some that will just make u laugh and roll ur eyes.
lol.
and when u're bored and stuff it provides a form of perverse entertainment.
and the art of reading taggies made by spammers is to remain neutral!
cuz baddies sometimes make sense too!
but of course deranged kids shall stay deranged and say insulting stuff which makes no sense at all.
*er. this is crap. rofl.*

START STUDYING AND WORKING HARD TML!!!
JIAYOU!!!
can do it de..!
nx yr O's la!
when xiaozhu comes than start chasing again.
HAH.

doggies biting apples. [si mian chu ge!]

2005-11-06T12:07:00.000+08:00

ppl!
let's nt get worked up lah.
life goes on.
the world will never stop spinning!
actually maybe it will one day but who knows...-_-"

cats go meow.
doggies go woof.
that's just how nature is.
and we can't change nature!
choking the stupid doggie won't make it oink!
and u'll get fur all over ur hands.
eeww.
(=

amazing discovery!
ok so it's nt that amazing.

HAIZ.

2005-11-05T17:58:00.000+08:00

forgot to say smth ytd...
ENERGY WON 2 AWARDS!!!
THE ONLY 2 AWARDS THEY WERE NOMINATED FOR.
HAHAHAHAHA.
YAYYY.

zz.
sian.
will post pics later.
now abit lazy yannoe. =X
SIAN!
nth to look fwd to le.
omg.
life gets boring.
again.
T___T
and hafta start studying...
omg.
sucks.
crap la.
just the thought of studying...
after 2 days of stargazing...
WANNA DIE!

T____T

OH YAH.
*remembers*
dingdingg!!!
heard from boireney that energy is coming on 16-19dec.
YAY.
now THAT'S smth to look fwd to.
and i'm reminded of the fact that with O's nx yr i can't go xing guang da dao 2oo6.
OMG. THAT'S GONNA SUCK MAJOR.
I'll UNDERSTAND HOW SEC4 FANS FEEL.
what can i say?...
sheet!

XING GUANG DA DAO <3

2005-11-04T23:58:00.002+08:00

XING GUANG DA DAO!!!
zhang dong liang and zhang jing xuan smiled at me.
=D

was standing at the front.
infront of the stage...
behind the barricades.
HEHE.
went there damn early lor.
i ponned sch for it kk!
this stupid girl beside me was pushing me and letting her friend WHO CAME LATER THAN EVERYONE ELSE get in AND THE FUCKED-UP THING IS THAT SHE ACCUSED ME OF PUSHING HER!
CUT QUEUE LE STILL SAY ME!?
_l_ faggot la!!!!

ANYWAY.
after much waiting and stuff [erm. shall nt elaborate much la...the usual boring stuff]
FINALLY it was gonna start.
all the reporters and photographers came in...and started filming some of the fans la.
and unfortunately i did not have time to make banners for today.
but a few photographers were attracted to yilian's boardie! which has a cute flower pinned on it.
hahaha! and we hid our faces behind the smallsmall boardie. -.-'

hope we don't go on tv. =$

then! finally! the hosts came down!!!
from the escalator...
hahaha...quite cool la! and everybody started screaming. (= pei fen smiled at me! they looked damn chio leh!...figure very gd too. *envy* hahahaa~~ then! 2 women arrived first. the reason i called them women is cuz i dunno their names. like nb see them before sia...and i heard alot of ppl saying "eh don't take pics first...save for later de!" and "shui lai de?!" LOL...thankfully they went down quite quickly...then...
tong en and maia came...
maia wore a golden bikini! O_O but her figure quite gd la...so can wear...tsktsk. -_-. no offence but i prefer tong en's outfit ytd. plain black de. I LOVED THAT SHINY GREENISH GLITTERY THINGGY SHE SLUNG AROUND HER NECK!
but all in all they're chio.
of course must look chio la! for an event like this!! dots.
then!
sylvester and stella came!
stella very cute. esp. when she smiles. haha. seems like a nice ger la. and sylvester is shuai-er in person. although i have seen him before le. =P really. he's not photogenic i guess.

up next...
JUNJIE AND JUNYANG!!!
<3<3<3 LUBLUBLUBLUBLUB! :D
junjie is damn friendly. hahaha. he always smiles! so nice! (= and junyang is SHUAIIII. VERYY. lmao. <3 color="#ff6666" size="5">kelly and zhang jing xuan arrived.
kelly's hair is poofed up. like that time during the superstar finals. =_="
JINGXUAN IS KAWAIIIII!!
and damn SHUAI.
wasnt really a supporter of him la.
but gt see him on tv and all that.
i waved!
but didn't scream.
he smiled at me!
from the stage!
(= nice guy.
at least he LOOKS at the ppl infront. lmao.
and wtf la! he's really very very cute in person!!!!
*faints*
u have a new fan dude!
lol. hahahaha. =X

then zhang dong liang and cai chun jia came.
ZHANG DONG LIANG IS REALLY VERYVERY NICE LEH!
all the reporters crowded around the stars the moment they stepped off the car/bus/van.
IT'S DAMN ANNOYING.
but can't be helped la.
for a gd view on the TV.
rawr.
so couldnt see them clearly.
and when they were walking towards the stage on the red carpet, the reporters+photographers were infront of them.
like that how to see!?
but i like zhang dong liang cuz his songs quite nice. and some ppl around here were shouting "dong liang!!! dong liang!!"
so i shouted "dong liang!! zhang dong liang!!!" too!
then..
just when he was abt to step up onto the stage...
he looked at the ppl around here...
[note: we were damndamndamnCLOSE. he was like, directly infront of us with just the barricade blocking the way. OMFGGGG. =X]
AND HE SMILED AT ME!!!
love the way he smiles!!
it's like...
he's very sincere and cheerful cuz his eyes will turn into 2 slits when he gives that bigbig smile.
mi mi yan!
I LOVE THOSE KINDA SMILES.
it's like the person is genuinely very happy.
and it makes u feel qin qie!
(=
and he's cute too.
ok so everybody were cute.
LOL.
=X

THEN.
F.I.R came.
ah qing very shuai.
haha.
and he's tall!
faye quite chio.
thick makeup! lol.

ENERGY CAME AFTER THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
screamed like siao!!!
shuwei shook some hands.
of the ppl at the side.
*we were infront of the stairs.*
ARGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
he didn't shake my hand cuz THE STUPID PHOTOGRAPHER WAS BLOCKING THE WAY.
DAMNIT MAN!!!!!
the ppl here kept shouting shuwei.
so i shouted "kunda!" and "shuwei!" at times...
BUT THEY DIDN'T TURN HERE!!!
ARGH!!!!!
T.T
i tried okie!!!
and kunda looked tired.
he was looking around like quite blur liddat.
LOL.
but he was lookin at the ppl on top. =_=
think he's slpy leh.
poor guy.
BUT HE'S REALLLLYYY DAMN SHUAII TODAAYY.
my dahda.
OMG lub. <3 color="#ff6666">HE'S DAMN SHUAI LA!
ENERGY RULEZ!!

then!
twins came.
very cute.
really!
they're very small-sized and chio!
one black one white! [clothes]
haha...

then ah xin and liang jing ru came!
ah xin is, as i am gonna say again, SHUAIII!
wu yue tian is my 2nd fave band!
[and of course energy is 1st. DUH. =P]
and liang jing ru is really veryveryveryVERY chio in person.
nt kidding la!
she looks chioer in person than on tv.
seriously sia.
and with her hair dyed brown and styled like that...
it matches her veryvery well! (=
but i still prefer the clothes she wore ytd. -.-'''

syz and tanya came after that.
syz is really very thin leh.
piang!
and her hair is red.
lol.
her fans damn pro la!
very hyper. and high.
hahha. gd for her. (x
and they even highlighted their hair!
streaks of red appearing on fans wearing green+white shirts.
hahaha.
quite cool leh!!

after the xing guang da dao we were walking in suntec when yilian suddenly pulled me and said "EH~!! THAT GUY!!" in a very excited tone. i thought she was just gonna tell me abt this shuaige she saw or smth when she started tailing this guy wearing a green sweater. and after looking at him for 2secs i realised that he's one of the jue dui superstar finalists!! but stupidly i forgot his name. -_-' we decided to follow him and his friends. sounds perverse? it gets worst.

when they reached the basement [i think] where the restaurants are he parted with the girl, whom yilian thought was his gf, most probably. then, he walked quite quickly to a chinese restaurant. he walked 1 round i think. -_-" and THERE WERE ALOT OF CHANCES FOR US TO GO UP TO HIM AND ASK HIM IF WE COULD TAKE A PICTURE WITH HIM. BUT OF COURSE NONE OF US WERE BRAVE ENOUGH TO DO SO. GODDAMNIT.
he went into the restaurant.
we waited outside.
he appeared to be eating or smth with his family?
called gerene.
and finally remembered that his name was sugi.
then ruth walked past with her friends.
was gaping. or smth. -_- (abit suaku)
didnt ask if we could take pics.
I KNOW. STUPID. KNN. WHAT WAS I THINKING, RIGHT?
then sugi came out of the restaurant with the 2 smallsmall cutecute boibois and walked into the restaurant where ruth and friends were in.
AND WE DIDNT ASK IF WE COULD TAKE PICS!!!

geez.
stupid right!?!?!
wasted right!??!
ppl will think i'm such a dumbass for wasting chances like that.
LOL.
i think so too.

but NBM.
was fun.
loadsa stargazing.
AND
ENERGY WON THE AWARD FOR THE BEST GRP.
nice birthday prezzie to shuwei...
YAY!
YAY!
ENERGY4EVER.
zhang dong liang and zhang jing xuan and JJ rockk.

PICTURES.

i typed this load of crap just now and was just abt to finish typing this when I ACCIDENTALLY DELETED EVERYTHING and the undo button DIDN'T WORK. i'm quite pissed.
ANYWAY.
i know they're small and blurry.
cuz i edited them.
using paint.
I'M SOOO PRO!
[compie spoilt. psp and photoshop in the spoilt compie. geddit? T_T]
so they are of uneven size.
how organised and neat, fion.
SUI BIAN LA!
photos are photos.
no matter what size they are, right? XD
try taking pictures when u're frantically waving and screaming all the time.
don't even talk abt the airport thinggy.
arrival of energy.
ARGH.
*slaps forehead.*

THURS O3.11.O5

STAGE.
with guy sitting on it.
it's friggin SMALL!

tong en!!! chio leh! lub her clothes. <3 alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com" src="http://i33.photobucket.com/albums/d88/milkiemoo/8611d317.png">

liang jing ru looks nicer in person than on tv and pictures. really!

ENERGY.
paiseh very blurry la...
was screaming alot. and waving. and singing along n stuff. =X

FRIDAY O4.11.O5 XING GUANG DA DAO.

tong en.
kinda think that she looks nicer with the plain shirt and pants though. =X

sylvester and stella!
sylvester is actually quite cute in person la~ and stella is cuteee. lol.

kelly and zhang jing xuan!
jingxuan smiled at me.
(=
and he's damn shuai can!?
hahaha.

junjie and junyang.
very talented peeps.
jiayou!!!
(=

F.I.R.
only took pic of ah qing cuz too many reporters and photographers blking the view.
even though we're AT THE FRONT ROW infront of the stage.
wtf lor!!

zhang dong liang and cai chun jia.
zhang dong liang smiled at me at the staircase before walking up the stairs onto the stage.
AND I'M VERY CERTAIN KAY.
n it was damn close.
okie nt gonna repeat the details le.
haha!

2005-11-04T09:15:00.000+08:00

HAPPY
BIRTHDAY
SHUWEI
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
<3<3<3<3<3

2005-11-03T21:21:00.000+08:00

ENERGY RULEZ!!!

AHDI SHOOK MY HAND.
OMG.
=D=D=D
*damn happy*

YAY!!!
went to the airport.
waited and waited...
then they came out from the door on our right and turned right!!!
so we only saw their backs...-__-""".
then...runrunrun to the middle belt...alot of ppl!!...and SHUWEI ACCEPTED SOME LETTERS!!!...
but i didnt write any cuz i didnt know that they would take la...T___T.
then runrunrun...run to the bus...kena mobbed sia...alot of ppl tapping on the windows n screaming...
very interesting leh!!
and then i could only see ahdi opening the letters and reading them inside the bus.
ARGH WHY DIDN'T I WRITE?!?!?!
T__T
but nbm!
saw tong en coming out after eg's bus left...
quite chio leh...hahaha~~

rushed to suntec after that.
was abit shocked after seeing the stage.
it's...damn small? -_-.
and there were no barricades arnd it or whatever...
and a few grp of ppl were scattered around staring at it la.
and this girl was asking the security guard where to queue for it...
then...the security guard only said that we could not sit inside the convention hall...
which is like...damn stupid lor!! stand there for 5hrs meh?/
finally this girl stood out and started organising a queue...haha...quite gd la...
so wrote our names...we were queued grp no. 4...and in the end we got one of the best positions -
2nd row...in the middle, right infront of the stage!
wahh!!
GD LEH~~
bwahahaha!!! =D

tong en came up first...
she's chio-er with makeup on. (=
and her clothes very nice! gt that golden thinggy slung around her neck, like a necklace...
<3 her clothes!
then...liang jing ru came after that...
she's actually quite tanned...
and very thin!
like her boots. LOL.
her hair very nice also.
and she kept smiling. very friendly liddat. (=

ENERGY CAME AFTER THAT!!!!!!!
everyone screamed like siao cuz i think most of the ppl sitting in the centre were EG fans!
bwahahah!!
then! was damn high.
but couldn't stand up cuz the ppl at the back won't be able to see...
quite crappy la. everytime when we were standing at the back the ppl infront also won't be so civilised de.
wtf la!
but nbm. the impt thing was to scream and scream and scream!!!
=DD!!!!
ENERGY RULEZ!!!
SHUWEI WAS DAMNDAMNDAMN CUTE!!!!
wearing that white tshirt...
AHH!!!!!!
and AHDI wore a cap.
VERY SHUAI. (=
and they sang "everything in my heart"...
shuwei looked pretty hyper la...hahaha...and he was trying to dai dong the whole chang he but unfortunately the fans were forced to sit down infront.
and he said smth like "yi qi yao!'...
-.- how to yao when sitting down?!
then they called kunda!!!
using shuwei's hp!...
<3<3<3
poor thing leh...
got injured when dancing ytd. and had to stay in the hotel!
then...
after the calling part ahdi and shuwei came down!!!!
the ppl infront were practically climbing up the barricades...
LOL.
they were damn chong dong la!
but of course i was chong dong too...eh!!! can shake hands leh!! such a gd opportunity!!
so i scrambled up and forgot that i hadn't zipped my bag. -.-
stupid la!
but of course i didn't see that cuz i was too busy sticking my hand out to shake ahdi's hand!
AND HE SHOOK MY HAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BWAHAHAHAH!!!
he shook yilian's hand before that too.
(=
alot of ppl were clustered around shuwei...
huishin was one of them. -.-
and HE DIDN'T SHAKE HER HAND!!!
LOL!!!!!
ahdi rocks. <3
and she was like "!!! he don't wanna shake my hand!"
VERY FUNNY LOL...
love it love it love it!!!
gonna go chase more tml.
xing guang da dao thinggy.
YAY!
ENERGY RULES.
I LUB ENERGY.
LUBLUBLUB.
(=
and im nt gonna care abt bloggy stuff le!!!
ENERGY IS MY PRIORITY!!
LOL...
don't bother abt other cls de stuff la!!!
why care so much...
WHEN THERE'S ENERGY!!!!!!?
BWAHAHAHAHAH.
LOL.
*sot*
i miss niunai.
T___T
he's the one who would wave the most during this kinda stuff de...!
he's damn friendly!
he's damn nice!
and he remembered me last time.
haiz!~
suan le.
there's always tml!! (=
YAY!!!

ENERGY
ENERGY
ENERGY
ENERGY
ENERGY
<3
*lol*

2005-11-02T21:58:00.000+08:00

energy coming tml!

(=

hate my house.
freaks la.
im gonna move out and rent a room when i'm 21.
and live happily ever after!
that's naive but whatever la.

zzz.
hate it when ppl use threats.
wtf! u want u kill me lor. like u won't be punished or anything.
and when i'm dead my spirit will still roam the friggin earth and i'll come and haunt u!!
bwahahahah! - -''

tagging there was a mistake cuz i don't agree completely with both sides.
=/

recently really alot of bad stuff happening lately.
sian diao.
knowing too much sucks sometimes.
but knowing too little is nt good too!
esp. if u're planning to chase energy =P

and all i can say is...

CHAOXTRAZ*RULE!!!!
(=

this year passed by quite quickly sia....
must say i haven't talked to alot of online friends for a very long time le...
haiz. = ="
funny how u start to realise the importance of friendships only when trouble comes knocking on ur door...
and when u find out that u're actually drifting apart...

ENERGY... <3

2005-11-02T00:15:00.000+08:00

energy's flight info is not released yet!!
grr..
damn late liao leh!
=.="

found out part of their schedule.
nbm! will go check tml.
yahoo grps!! heh heh heh.
have to make banners sia.
like nt enough time leh...!! =_="
or buy prezzie?
nt much chance that i will be able to pass it to them though.
=/
may pon sch on friday.
ENERGY!!<3
hope that i'll get as near as possible to the stage for the suntec show la.
bwahahahah!!
=X HAVE TO!
loads of planning to do tml.
for the sake of energy!!! (=

i feel better using my sis' compie leh.
it is able to view yahoo grps!
bwahahaha...gd sia~ and it loads faster too.
but what's more impt is the yahoo grps of cuz.
muz check info from connie de jia zu. yay.
bwaahahha.
*sot abt energy again*

2005-11-01T20:39:00.000+08:00

i agree with linggie!!!

don't join them!

cuz after this whole afternoon i have decided that actually it is better to just mind ur own business.

and actually, i personally think if u didnt do anything wrong ppl won't hate u de...
if u're just sitting there minding ur own business ppl won't suddenly punch u for smth u didn't do de right?

don't join in any war without knowing what happened la.
it's like walking past 2 grps of gangsters fighting on the streets and jumping in for fun.
sounds crazy?

just stick to what most singaporeans would do!
ignore and walk past!!

i'm not entirely sure who's right and wrong.

SO!
i shall mind my own business!

and i shall get involved in wars only when the person is my VERYVERYclose friend/ chaoxtraz member, and is accused of doing smth that he/she did not, and that i'm entirely sure of what happened exactly.

and coincidentally my name starts with the same letter as the word "FUCK".
it's a 4-letter F word too!
how fucking awesome is that??
i'm lovin it. (=

..........................................................................

i'm nt taking any sides.
i don't wanna take sides.

it's better not to do anything now la.
advice from matt kor. (=
xinyong is right.
i was too damn impulsive.
must think first before acting right?!?!
dunno what happened then anyhow say...
and taking sides when actually i shouldn't have...
cuz both sides are wrong in any war.

K LA.
shan't say anymore abt this.
cuz i don't wanna get involved...

time to do hw.
STUPID LEH!! hw during hols...
have to hand in tml during remedial...
crap leh.

EDIT-
*memories of AY comes flooding in*
come to think of it, AY [anti-yenling]kinda did the same thing last year -.-!!
and i joined AY even though i didn't know her cuz i was too sian...
wahpiang!
suddenly rmb de!....
and i think i really need to stop butting into other ppl's business.
-____-" geez.

2005-11-01T11:16:00.000+08:00

man. why can't ppl just get along nicely?

omg!
i can't understand how stupid the world is now.

i mean, i'm not her best friend or anything.
maybe she had done smth to piss ppl in 3/6 off.
i dunno since i'm not in it.

BUT,
i think,
it's plain stupid for ppl to flame others' taggies.
what good would it make?
except, maybe, letting the whole world read ur insults and see how stupid u actually are.

that's, in my humble opinion,
SIMPLY LOW.
i don't wish to make any enemies.
i don't wish to stand up for anybody,
but i do know right and what's not.

if u hate someone, tell it to him/her in the face!
i know revenge is sweet, but would u get anything out of flaming others' blogs?
do u think ppl would care?
well, actually it would hurt more to have a knife stuck through ur heart.

if someone goes to ur blog and flame u,
why stoop to the person's level by flaming him/her back.
i'm saying this cuz i dunno what exactly happened.

i'm nt very close to her.
i don't talk much to her or anything.
but stupidity spreads!
and it pains my eyes.
and since my frens are her frens,
i think it's worth it to defend her la!

no one in the world is a complete bitch kk?
why not think abt how U PPL treat others first?
before going around spreading false rumours and shit abt someone.

always look in the mirror first before saying others are ugly.
think abt what YOU YOURSELF have done before u CRAP ABT WHAT OTHERS HAVE.

flame war on the net?
that's fucking boliao.

2005-10-31T20:28:00.000+08:00

life has never been better.
my compie is still dead but it's currently in a veryveryvery long operation held by my dad.

doesnt matter anymore.
who cares abt a compie when ur wallet is missing?!?!
yah.
i left it in my pocket.
fear of losing my ezlink card.

forgot to take it out and put it into my bag.
MY SKIRT HAS A FUCKING BIG POCKET.

dropped it on the bus.
panicked n all that.
rushed to the TIBS interchange at bpp.
like it would do anything. 187 doesnt even STOP there.
shall nt elaborate... cuz it's embarassing.

IT'S SHITTY.
FUCKING STUPID.
and quarrelled with my parents who would rather CANE ME [yes, i'm fucking 15yrs old and TO BE CANED...IT'S A DOWNRIGHT INSULT.] than rush to the woodlands interchange and look for the fucking bus.

called the police.
and woodlands interchange.
and now.
nobody has called yet.
it's so fucking lost.
LOST!!
FUCK IT.
I HOPE WHOEVER TOOK IT WOULD GET INTO A CAR ACCIDENT OR SMTH AND GET HIS HANDS CUT OFF.
SO THAT HE/SHE WILL NEVER EVER BE ABLE TO TAKE ANOTHER WALLET LEFT IN A VEHICLE OF ANOTHER CARELESS PERSON, DIG OUT ALL THE CASH AND DUMP IT SOMEWHERE ELSE.

FUCK IT.
had this feeling that smth was missing when i stepped down from the bus.
REALLY K. why would i lie?
and i started thinkin abt my mp3 player and wallet.
nth abt my hp.
my bag was slightly lighter than usual.
BUT.
stupid me thought i was just too sleepy.
so i started walking back home.
iwaited outside the house.
nobody at home.
so i started searching for my wallet in my bag cuz, u know, the keys are inside.
and I REALISED THAT IT HAD DROPPED OUT OF MY POCKET IN THE BUS.

fuck.
i know it's my fault.
but I CAN'T BELIEVE HOW GREEDY PPL ARE.
U CAN AT LEAST TAKE OUT THE MONEY ONLY RIGHT?
LEAVE THE REST OF THE CONTENTS AND THE WALLET ALONE.
OR IF U ARE A NICE GREEDY BASTARD/BITCH, JUST HAND IT OVER TO THE INTERCHANGE.
I DON'T MIND U TAKING THE MONEY.
IT'S WHAT INSIDE THAT COUNTS.
FUCK U MORON.
I REALLY HOPE SOMEDAY SOMETHING WORST WILL HAPPEN TO U.
LIKE LOSING A BRANDED BAG
CONTAINING
AN ENVELOPE CONTAINING $80000 WHICH BELONGS TO THE COMPANY,
preferably a renowned one so that the 'incident' will be published.
UR WALLET CONTAINING $200, ATM CARD, IC, EZLINK CONTAINING $100,
UR HANDPHONE [WHICH IS BRAND NEW AND COSTS $900 ON THE MARKET],
BRANDED WATCH,
A BOX CONTAINING A RING OR SOME OTHER FUCKING JEWELLERY U WOULD BUY, WHICH HAS A 1-CARAT DIAMOND ON IT, AND WHICH U WERE PLANNING TO GIVE TO UR GF TO PROPOSE TO HER,
AND THEN, AFTER THE HORRIBLEHORRIBLE INCIDENT OF LOSING UR BAG AND EVERYTHING VALUAVLE U HAVE EVER OWNED,
AND UNFORTUNATELY UR GF WOULD DUMP U CUZ U'RE TOO MUCH OF A FUCKER AND SHE WOULD TELL U HOW MUCH SHE HAD ACTUALLY HATED U BUT WENT OUT WITH U CUZ SHE'S EYEING UR WATCH AND BRANDED GOODS.

I HOPE U'LL SUFFER A MORE TERRIBLE FATE THAN ME.
AND I'LL BE LAUGHING AT HOME LIKE AN IDIOT.
BUT I DON'T MIND BEING AN IDIOT.
REVENGE HAS NEVER BEEN BITTER.
REVENGE IS SWEEETT*

FUCK U FUCKER!!!!!

it's not very civilised to curse like this.
but what to do?
my wallet is lost!
I'M PANICKING!!!
byebye hiphop lessons.
byebye new clothes.
byebye new bag.
fuck.

and to someone, i'm nt in a hurry to get the money le. since i'm nt gonna join the dancing lessons at GPV cc. so take ur time.

life has always been so ~~nice~~ to me.
i have always been living with such ~~happiness~~ and ~~joy~~.
LIFE ~~RULES~~ DOESN'T IT?!
~~HURRAY~~ TO FUCKING LIFE.
it's so fucked-up and ~~beautiful~~.

2005-10-30T21:08:00.000+08:00

FUCK. MY COMPIE'S DEAD.
REMEMBER WHEN I SAID THAT IT WAS DYING A MONTH AGO?
WELL NOW IT'S DEAD.
AND MY SIS SNIGGERED IN COMTEMPT WHEN I ASKED HER TO TELL MY DAD.
THAT FUCKER.
OF COURSE SHE DOESN'T CARE.
IT'S NT HER COMPIE.
SHE DOESNT HAVE ARTWORK DESIGNED BY HERSELF FROM 2003 TILL 2005 STORED IN IT.
SHE DOESNT HAVE MORE THAN 2500 MP3S STORED IN IT.
SHE DOESNT HAVE HUNDREDS OF SMILEYS STORED IN IT.
SHE DOESNT HAVE PROGRAMS INSTALLED YRS AGO WHICH INSTALLATION DISCS HAVE BEEN LOST STORED IN IT.
SHE DOESNT HAVE TONS OF PICTURES STORED IN IT.
SHE DOESNT HAVE ANYTHING PRECIOUS STORED IN IT.
SNIGGER IN COMTEMPT, UNCARING BITCH!!!
SHE DOESNT HAVE INFO WHICH ARE GONE.

OH GOD.
FEEL LIKE SMASHING MY SIS' ZEN MICRO.
IT'S CONVENIENTLY PLACED INFRONT OF ME NOW.

fuck viruses.
fuck hackers.
FUCK THE FACT THAT I WAS TOO GODDAMN LAZY TO MAKE ANY BACKUPS OF MY FILES.
my precious files.
yes.
all my hardwork over the yrs.
gone down the drain.
i should've gotten the msg months ago.
SUCCUMB TO THE VIRUS, U STUPID BEING!
and i didn't bother!!!
i should've installed anti-virus thinggie.
even though i known it wouldn't have worked.
HOW WOULD I KNOW THAT THE VIRUS WAS MUTATING??
omg. nothing can describe how i feel now.
the feeling u get when everything is gone.
YES. practically everything is gone.
MY DESIGNS.
MY PRECIOUS DESIGNS.
my mp3s.
the thought of dl-ing 3000+ files again.
OMG.
fuckthiscrap.

EDIT.
so it may nt be that bad afterall.
i was thinking.
yes!! thinking.

actually it's nt that bad la.
it's nt the end of the world.
losing so many files.
LIFE SHOULD NEVER BE RULED BY THE COMPIE.
even though it's such a goddamnfucking good invention.
AND THUS.
losing a few files.
well, they are nth compared to what many others are going through.
even though i might have been in turmoil for 10minutes after the reality of the truth first hit me.
YES!
I'M OKAYY!!
like anyone of u - if anybody is reading this - would care. -__-.
but still!
the sun is still shining!
the world is still spinning!
there are farfarFAR worst stuff than this!
think of the poor ppl who are starving.
think of the ppl who are handicapped throughout their life.
think of the ppl currently in coma.
think of all the sufferings other ppl are going through.
this is nth compared to those!
and i have been dealt with enough bad stuff to understand that this is not the worst.
i still think standing on a 3m pole with just a rope [which u can't really feel] hanging from a jacket u're wearing is worst than this.
what if that rope breaks suddenly?
and being forced to jump down.
omg.
for ur info, ever since that level camp i have been having a fear of heights.

abt 2 months ago,my notebk was soiled.
and i believed that it signified the start of a new beginning.
and life was indeed abit better after that!
i'm not kidding leh!

my compie is spoilt.
maybe it means that life will get better than this!!!
yay!!!

i may strike lottery tml man!
or i may walk to sch tml and a million dollar note will come flying towards me, and land infront of my feet.
or kunda/xiaozhu may call me tml and say "I LOVE U!!!"
this is crazy.

OH YAH!!!
ENERGY IS COMING FOR JQJ!!!
IF THIS SIGNIFIES THAT LIFE WILL GET BETTER...
HEH. HEH. HEH.

*walks off laughing*
actually, i'm just sitting here and laughing like an ass.
HEH.

=D

another topic altogether.
but I FEEL LIKE SAYING THIS.
since i'm dl-ing silkroad now and don't feel like going to any websites that may infect my sis' compie with virus,
it's my only lifeline and connection with the internet - i can't lose it!!!
i'm pissed with the way teenagers type nowadays.
although i am a teenager.
has anybody noticed hoow teenaggerrx liike tuu typpe lyKke thhis nowaddayys?
it's reflecting badly on our singaporean society.
imaagine u're a foreign businessman who is interested in doing business with singapore or smth.
and u're a netizen.
browsing through websites such as blogskins.com and friendster.com, u notice an overwhelming amount of teenagers typpinn arss iif ttheyx habben learnnt pr0perr ennglliishhx fromm ohhmiigoshh- SKKEWLL!
would u even feel like investing anymore?

maybe some ppl might even think that it's a new language that they haven't heard of.

would singaporeans on the net like to be remembered by the way they type? liikke diiss?

errr. forgot what i thought of le.
was blabbering away on the phone to YTn for 1.5hrs juz now.
on diff topics la!
gd thing that YT is a gd listener.
=X

2005-10-29T21:40:00.000+08:00

god. how fucking annoying can someone get.

this stupid girl added me on msn and kept asking me stuff abt energy. being the nice energy fan i am, of course i gave her info! and she's more suaku than me!! and thus i imparted precious knowledge abt energy to her, even though i had this gut feeling that she is staring at this convo all the time, judging from the time between her replies and mine[exactly 2secs after i entered my reply], and even though that's quite freaky, i managed to overcome it and continued the conversation. i'm soo nicee! =X

she gtg and went offline.

now, at abt 9+, she came online and talked to me again. and continued bombarding me with qns. the dumbest thing is, she asked me "so any latest news of niunai??" when apparently i only told her the latest news AT NOON. like anything would've happened to him in this few hrs lo! and like i i would've known. i don't live with him, u know! [even though i would love to...LOL!] i'm doing other important stuff such as reading blogs, and, you know, memorising lyrics, so i'm not staring at the convo like she was. i opened the convo after abt 5mins, and found out that she have already typed 5 lines! she asked me about my age, and the next line [which i guess she typed after 3secs of waiting for my reply for the age qns] was, "halo? are u avoiding my qns??" HEY. i'm not like, 30 yrs old or smth kk!! I'M YOUNG!!! I'M YOUNGGG!!!! and there's absolutely NO NEED for me to hide my age!! i mean, 15 yrs old is not old right! and i'm not ashamed of my youth! -.- so why would i hide my age. OR MAYBE I TALKED LIKE AN ADULT? i have always known i'm mature. it's just that my friends don't believe it. LOL! [crapping] =X and then i replied "i don't stare at this convo all the time u know". that shut her up a little. and she replied "okie...haha...so what's ur age????" and i replied "15." and she said she's 13. THEN SHE DID SMTH WORST. her replies were slower, like, a few minutes longer than the few seconds she 'used to' take. and after she replied that she's 13 yrs old, she said "im bathing now so my replies may get slower" << edited. WHAT??? HER PREVIOUS REPLY CAME ONLY 5MINUTES AFTER I FINISHED TYPING!! either she finished bathing in 5 minutes or she brought her compie into the bathroom. i'm quite freaked.

and then she said "i guess u're busy shall stop bothering u" and put the "byee" smiley. phew.
sigh.
kids nowadays.

2005-10-29T10:43:00.000+08:00

the person still owes me money!!
and she's not replying my SMS's either!!

shall not resort to vulgarities. i'm guai. (=
[f--ker.]

looking at the untidy pile of CDs on my table, suddenly i feel stupid for having spent so much buying 3 similar albums. but. but. BUT. paying $18 for memories like that...suan le ba! =.=

i'm deleting my friendster acc. if possible. hurray. sorry to say this, friendster followers, but IT SUCKS!!! with so many lurbvin euu sinnce 26`1o`o5 - forebberr ebberr crap on profiles nowadays. geez. just makes me feel like gathering everyone who types like that in a toxic-gas-filled room and laugh evilly while they writhe in horror. bwahahha. i'm weird!! so, in order to prevent myself from becoming a ~~murderer~~, i must MUST must delete my acc and stop it from sending so many useless msgs to my inbox, such as "whowhowho have updated his/her friendster blog." IT'S CRAP.

2005-10-28T19:49:00.000+08:00

pissed off.

i was called a 'chee bong'. oh wow! in my opinion, the person who said that is more 'chee bong' + backstabber. [i'm gonna be evil in this post! since nobody is reading this so bwahahha.]

i don't think it's particularly nice to say bad stuff abt ur supposed friend behind her back. and attempting to influence the others in the group to kick her out...well, that's just LOW and despicable. imagine if u're the one. would u like it?? i do agree that she's a flirt, but there's no need to sms the 'victims' and accentuate their dislike towards her. like u aren't hua chi. =/

i don't think insulting ur friends is very nice too. i mean, i'm fine with sarcasm or comments from other ppl, but u're just going wayyyy too overboard. as i have mentioned, i'm not ultra-sensitive or whatever. i can accept criticisms from ppl. for example, yt, hs, ast they all. but the difference is that when comments such as "u're stupid!" is put forward in a joking manner instead of a serious u're-really-an-idiot tone, it'll definitely sound better. i don't think u treat ur friends well. by pulling someone away no matter what the situation is when the person was previously talking to another friend, and then leaving the other friend standing there waiting for u to finish ur private talk with the person, isn't something a good friend would do. and getting a friend to accompany u to the toilet then dumping another friend in a food centre, looking alone and stuff. that's not very nice either.

aiyah. maybe ba zi bu he or smth. there are, of course, other reasons too, which i shall not mention. all in all, i don't think iwould want to talk much to ppl like this cuz it'll only make me pessimistic n all that. (= so yeah.

got back report bk today. didn't perform veryvery well. the level+class positioning was weird. nt very happy with the overall performance. but...at least i didn't fail anything!! which is good. (= i know i didn't work hard this year so i can't expect anything gd la. at least i put in minimal effort yet passed. bwahahha!

work hardhard nx yr. lol.

i'm trying to move my ears!! must contact the muscles around there. trying veryvery hard. =X and after learning how to move it up and down, i'm gonna learn how to flap it! and then i'll start working on the winking part. BWAHAHHAHA. i can do it!!! have already moved some muscles around there. although the ear haven't moved, but i know that i can contact the muscles soon enough! start scratching my ears everyday. u know, make the sensory cells send more signals and stuff, and maybe the muscles may start transmitting signals too. i know this sounds stupid. haven't studied the chapter abt the brain for bio yet..but whatever la! i believe i can do it. (= just like the raising-one-eyebrow trick, depending on how one would prefer to name it. i was pulling one eyebrow up [each side] throughout the entire day. tried it for abt 3 days +/-. nt very sure. been a year ago. bwahahah!! the sense of achievement u get after learning smth rocks!! and i'm gonna stare in the mirror for days to come. [trying to move my ears, not because of zhi lian la!]

wang zi bian qing wa is nice. should've started watching earlier.

2005-10-27T20:37:00.000+08:00

boringboringboring day.
feel abandoned. =( lol...u know the pathetic feeling u get when u can't find anyone to go down with for recess?? ast and hs went for the D-A-T-E thinggie and the rest of the chaoxtraz didn't come and find me!! maybe i'm making a big deal outta this but the point is, i'm being forgotten! and nobody likes to be forgotten right? and to think i was trying to get the chaoxtraz united n crap. bleh!

shan't talk abt that anymore. lala. i believe a new day will start tomorrow. just like any other days.

wang zi bian qing wa actually quite nice leh. should've watched it earlier. only watched abit sometimes. aiyah!!! regret!!! only watched one hour today. broke my record sia. didn't wanna watch last time cuz it's JUNGIERY de!! but now...don't care le la!! anyway it's their prob and not mine. LOL. =X gy said she cried while watching it. and ge dou tian wang. must admit i do cry while watching ou xiang ju`s too. SO WHAT. gt feelings one kk!!! =X but it's nice leh. u're enjoying the show if u cry cuz u're completely absorbed in the plot. have to admit jungiery's shows are nice. too much effects, maybe. the plots are a bit too fictional but they're generally interesting la. I STILL HATE CYNDI! and goddamnit i'm definitely NOT jealous of her. i think she's too act cute and fake that's all.

2005-10-26T19:39:00.000+08:00

zzz. someone owes me $110 and is nt replying to my SMS-es and IM's.
QIAN[4] QIAN[2] HUAN[3] QIAN[3]!!!
sian diao. it's been months kk. i'm nt being a petty bitch, but IT GETS ANNOYING. i asked her like a month ago. "why u need the money so urgently??"
IT'S MY PARENTS' MONEY K.
quite pms-y la. being tired has terrible effects on ur mood.

oh yah. what's all this commotion abt bloggies?! i think that they are just like diaries. what are the adults so concerned abt? if the students don't vent their frustrations somewhere, what do you expect them to do?? it's better than shouting their heads off at the chers right? that way, it would be even more disrespectful, isn't it? ppl do bear hatred, u know. it's another one of human nature. and are we supposed to get bullied/scolded/whatever and keep quiet abt it? of course we have to talk abt it to someone right? blogging abt it is almost the same as talkin abt it to someone. if chers don't like what kids write, don't read la!!! nobody asked u to read what. and even if the students don't write it out, they'll hate u all the same. so whatever u do, the kid doesn't like u, and by forcing him/her to close down the blog, it won't do anything except maybe accentuate their hatred towards u. and aforementioned, blogging is a form of stress relief. secrets may be written. it all depends on the writer. it's better than buying a diarybk right? saves money and saves the trees. SAVES THE ENVIRONMENT! isn't that gooooodd for our deardear planet earth? and it's kinda personal lo. will the students feel happy if chers probe into their private life and start crapping abt how the students feel? u can't change how a student feels. u can only change how he/she thinks, which is very hard. forcing them to close their blogs will only frustrate them further. it's like invading their personal spaces. who will like other ppl to control every aspect of their personal lives?? ppl write abt how they feel on blogs, and if they see a cher bu shuang, they'll just blog abt it like everything else. with such heavy media focus on blogging nowadays, alot of ppl will open blogs also mah. so free to surf through so many blogs meh?

juz watched you hua jiu shuo shoot juz now. agree totally with what the students said. parents should change their way of thinking. not all teachers are nice, kind, friendly adults whom the parents think they are. plz lor!! if u're a student u would know right? times have changed. so it's time to change ur way of thinking la. sian diao lor. the adults are right all the time. students are wrong. it's time to look at things a different way. students are encouraged to be creative individuals who think and speak up nowadays, so it's natural that ppl will have more opinions to express nowadays. bottomline is, stop being so old-fashioned and thinking that everything are still like what it used to be in the 1960s or whatever!

zzz. dunno what i'm typing le. i just feel that there's just too much attention placed on blogging nowadays, and it's stupid that students can't write what they feel on blogs. first u use propaganda to encourage blogging. then u put ppl down by telling them not to write this and that. that's just...unreasonable.

2005-10-25T21:34:00.001+08:00

new layouttie... lol. looks boring. my pathetic attempt at Macromedia Freehand MX, haha! looks ok la, hor?? just hate it being all...whitish. =X the tagboard looks somewhat out-of-place, because of the colour scheme. lazy to change it. not many ppl tags anyway, so why bother? =X i'm just a lazy freak.

hate it when ppl threaten u with violence. esp. parents. it just shows ur lack of intelligence a clever and logical person would've tried to win the battle by the use of words. however, implementing violence on the opponent only shows that u're desperate and can't think of anything better to say. which i think is stupid. violence has never been the way. think osama.

i'm not gonna get retained! think i passed all my subjects overall. hehh. (= although my results suck. lol. =X but im not forced to drop any subjects or get retained! i think that's gd enough for sec3 la! will work hardhard nx yr for o levels de. and all that crap which i have been saying for years le. LOL. but my results this year ARE indeed sucky. nt up to expectations. whatever. lol.

2005-10-24T19:33:00.000+08:00

zzz. G said that i kept laughing during the oral. I DIDN'T OK! i was just SMILING. differentiate smiling and laughing. laughing is "hahaha". smiling is (=. diao! -.- and laughing during oral is just freaky. I ONLY SMILED. cuz i was thinking of what to say. and usually i smile when i think. omg, am i starting to sound freaky now?

boring day. time to improve on my crappified english. haha.

why is it that weird ppl always add me on MSN? -____-"" geez. and coincidentally they're all related to energy. actually most weird stuff that has happened this year are all related to energy. lol. this girl asked me if i wanna buy celebs de items. may be quite true la. have heard abt those on bai fen bai. yepp. zzz. will think abt it.

2005-10-23T12:57:00.000+08:00

i feel bad!
=X
butbutbut!! must save money!!! since i have so many want's. =/ nopppee. can't book maxi. can't chase energy. can't go jqj. err, at least can wait at the hotel/go mediacorp? =X u see ar, in order to chase energy, we must have information, and where's our sources? kinda hate being practical sometimes. -__-"". are materialistic wants more impt. than psycological needs? cuz currently all that i want are items that i can use and not those which may be psychologically satisfying. =X but i really need new clothes+pants+bag+xiaozhu's cd! and buying xiaozhu's cd will make me happy when i go to his auto. hehh. and by wasting at least $38 bucks, sitting at the back and not getting the best view isn't exactly very fun. and by learning hiphop i can tone up and be happy learning something new! =X *blabbering*~

memorising ye qu de lyrics. bwahahha. tml can go sch n rap. must ci ji huishin!! LOL *evil* (= quite nice la. it gets nicer after listening to it a few times. i think that's quite fun...cuz it's better than those which u may get tired off after sometime. maybe that's why jay's songs are nice. aha.

oh yah!! forgot to blog abt my results. -___-"" so i'm not exactly very concerned abt it. LOL. got mostly B's. chi,bio,CH,amaths. i think. and miraculously I PASSED CHEM. half the cohaut failed. and of course i was expecting myself to fail when mrs yeo said that 13 ppl in 3/2 failed. was it 13 or 9 or 8?? forgot la. not really impt anyway. =X n i didnt fail!!!!!! i passed by 5 marks. HAPPY LIKE SIAO. cuz i have been failing chem for 3/4 of the tests this year. AND I DIDNT FAIL EOY. I STUDIED LIKE, THE NIGHT BEFORE THE EXAM. and the morning la. even though it's a sucky pass BUT I DON'T CARE. I PASSED. AHAHAHA. *siao liao* LOL. and when kokila was giving out the hist/ss paper[forgot], she suddenly said "FION!" and i was quite shocked cuz 8 ppl failed ss and 7 ppl failed hist. i think la. im nt good at memorising figures. n i thought i failed. n when i walked over and took the paper she said "ur handwriting is terrible!" -___- who cares! as long as i can pass. LOL. and i did. yay!!! *happyhappyhappy* but mr leong said i could've done better for amaths. i think so too. LOL *bhb* it's just that i'm a careless freak. bleh. NBM. i passed. xD and my maths EOY results have improved, as compared to midyr de. so i'm okay with it. lol. all in all, i passed everything [haven't gotten back english though] although my results are not fantabulous. they're okay. i'm fine. cuz it's the only exam in my entire life that i didn't study so hard for. =X really.

time to watch mr fighting. i know i'm not exactly an 5566 fan but HECK LA. byee! =X

2005-10-22T22:18:00.000+08:00

wishlist:
- zinc bag
- bathing ape jacket
- adidas/converse/nike shoes.
- xiaozhu's gaiban cd
- new pants [black with alot of dangling stuff and POCKETS. (=]
- learn hiphop.

2005-10-21T19:51:00.000+08:00

"we've all seen u without ur specs and u look ugly."
now, that's downright MEAN. esp. if it's spoken right smack in ur face. which friend would actually tell u that? that's like telling a fat person "hey PIG." or a short person "yo DWARF!". i'm not sensitive and all that, ok. i just disagree with what certain types of ppl say sometimes. i mean, who would feel nice if somebody tells u that? and that coming from someone whom u're quite close to? negative ppl like those totally puts me off.

the world is full of negative and positive ppl. i know it's a form of stereotype, but i think it's better to be more positive. it's better to pass by a handicapped person playing some instruments on the streets and think "oh, how sad!" and start feeling for the poor person instead of thinking "god, so many liars nowadays!" when u start viewing the world with suspicion, ur mood will probably become worst. look at it this way, if you donate the money to the handicapped person and if he's real, both parties would feel happy. if the person is faking, u'll still feel accomplished and nice because u would've thought that u have actually helped another needy person this way. however, if u start doubting the handicapped guy, u'll begin to think about the evils of this world and both sides will not stand to gain in anyway. so why become so negative? it's better to be naive and stupid BUT happy rather than be suspicious, doubtful and depressed/frustrated about the way life is.

for example, xiaozhu crying on tv. ppl do have feelings you know? i would rather choose to believe that he's missing his dad and breaking down because he can't take it anymore, rather than it being a stunt for publicity. who in the right mind wouldn't miss their parents? even though i'm not close to mine but i'm sure anyone would cry, right? i'm not siding with xiaozhu just because i think he's shuai, he sings/dances/acts/hosts very well. i'm just saying that i think everyone has feelings and there's a real side to everyone. i would rather believe ppl, like them and think of them as good ppl rather than viewing them with suspicion, thinking that they're just fakers in a world of lies and dishonesty, simply because such thoughts would only bring me down. why suffer in depression when u can look at things from another point of view and become a cheerful being?

this may sound stupid, but if thinking too much makes u depressed and distrustful, i think it's better to just block out thoughts and go with the flow, without really thinking so indepth into stuff. it made me feel better. but i think i may be getting more and more stupid this way. -___-""""!!! but if it makes me happy, why not? u live in this world, u try to be happy. watching tv is a form of enjoyment. it would not be, though, if u start thinking "wtf that's so fake." and stuff while watching some shows. i may be naive but i do know that celebs are humans and that not everyone fakes all the time. i'm not a celeb but i stupidly believe that they are humans and that they probably have almost similar mindsets to everyone else. it's better to look at the world through rainbow-tinted glasses than a pair of dark shades. why suffer? why become depressed at the evils of the world? there are two sides to everything, so it's better to just look at the good side. always look on the bright side of life! i would rather believe and feel, rather than think that it's all lies and start lamenting on how fake and stupid it is.

i dunno la! but being with positive ppl makes me feel more positive. trying not to get influenced by thoughts of negative ppl. I WANNA BE MORE POSITIVE! so should listen to more positive stuff. hehe.

too much thinking le. time to watch tv and block out all thoughts. yay!

2005-10-19T23:05:00.000+08:00

went out with linggie, huishin and lusandra! to bugis+orchard. very fun. lol. TRIED CONTACT LENS!! (= one month trial!! bwahahah~ quite fun la. but the poking the eye part was...scary. =X k la!! so i took quite some time to put it on and get it off. but i did it in the end. LOL. u'll feel a sense of accomplishment and relieve when u take it off, trust me. -__-'. and i think the guy quite cute. LOL. do i sound hua chi? =X but he's cuteee!! quite friendly and nice. hehehehe. -__-"" went to walk around bugis. TIME TO BUY NEW CLOTHES!!! <3>UNDERAGED. T.T nevermind! youth is good. hahaha.

the process of putting on and taking off the contact lens was...quite torturous. =.=" god. i used to think that eyeballs are soft and gooey. but now i know it's hard!! O_O and it's not that gooey either! but it's quite hard to take the lens off la. didn't really get the hang of grabbing it off. -__-"" was afraid that i'll grab my eyeball instead. LOL.

2005-10-18T20:49:00.000+08:00

suddenly miss energy alotalot.

the rational part of me is currently gone.

I MISS ENERGY.

but what can i do?
watched zhong yi da ge da. think that episode was recorded a few months ago. DAMN SAD. i miss them. i miss them. T.T i haven't even chased them before [WAS PLANNING TO...for the next event which there never will be.] omg. wasn't that sad when i heard the news a few days ago...cuz my head was filled with geog, science chem and crap. now...i miss energy. i know i'll miss them alotalot. crap la. i will nt get all dramatic and stuff. =.= niunai left liao la. either there'll be 2 new members or they will jie san officially. personally, i would rather see them jie san than to have 2 new members. the whole feeling will be diff already. and the namesake...welll....haiz. i mean, look at nan quan ma ma. they're not as good as before now, with the addition of 2 new members. energy really is cham sia. 5 4 3 2...god. =.=...

I MISS ENERGY.
I MISS ENERGY.
I MISS ENERGY.

2005-10-18T14:30:00.000+08:00

wah~
read somewhere that energy is either gonna jie san, or recruit 2 new members. eeeeeee!!! i would rather watch them jie san than have 2 new members. look what happened to nan quan mama. recruiting new members would only ruin the whole feeling of the band. and it won't be the same. it never will be. but...whatever la! things change and u have to move on. yepyep! so...don't care le la! =.= everyone has their own lives to live so it's alright. x)

gonna go for the interview for the job at shangri-la hotel tml. hope i'll get in. =X and hope that if xiaozhu comes sg he'll go there. LOL. have to go find some information soon. (=

byee. tv time.

2005-10-17T19:40:00.000+08:00

lalala.
ORAL IS OVER!
kinda sucked...but not as much as it was supposed to. i was supposed to be the first one. terence was supposed to be my invigilator. so EVERYTHING'S GOOOD. um, i mean, better than what it was meant to be. (= kinda stammered during the convo. gerald was checking his hp [for the time?? hmm.] and putting it on the table. that distracted me!! [k la, not really. LOL.] but the reading was ok. the picture...still can la. except that i mentioned that the trees are not 'waving' so the weather should be okay. what a great day for camping!! -__-. and before sitting down i asked "can i take a seat?" which sounded stupid, i guess, to me and gerald. he kinda chuckled when i said that. -____-!!! NBM. THAT'S WHAT HE TAUGHT OKAY.

my taggie is dead. seriously lo. dun really care. lol. i'm typing this for myself. (=

stupid doggie. it has been marking for a month now. EVERYDAY. IT GETS FRUSTRATING U KNOW. er, whoever is reading this i mean. yes YOU! grr. gonna call HDB or smth. i have to complain!! it gets on my nerve so much i feel like eating doggy curry. oops. don't catch me, spca! i love animals. really i do. i just hate those which barks 12hrs a day non-stop for 31 days. DURING EXAM PERIOD. _)*%!_#)*_)^@)_%#!&_)*^_)* FUCK LA!!! STILL BARKING NOW. CAN'T STAND IT SIA.

geog tml. and cme. sheet. haven practise much. was watching tv. _l_ bye.

2005-10-16T15:41:00.000+08:00

GO VOTE.
for energy.
QUICK.
before 6pm tml.

was practising oral.
yay yay.
hope i'll be able to talk abt energy in any topic that will come out tml.
CAUSE I HAVE NTH ELSE TO SAY. life sucks this year, in case u dunno. =X and the concert thinggy was pretty interesting. abt the kunda part. -.-"" think i may be able to use it for the following topics:

- tell me what was the most embarassing thing that have happened to u?
even though there have been alot this year, but i prefer to talk abt kunda rather than the bus thinggy, which sucked.

- something unexpected that happened to u.
that's gd. cause i didn't expect to lose my face infront of my favefavefave idol.

- something that you would only expect in a dream
now. that's something to consider abt. should i talk abt the niunai thinggy?

- an outing with ur friends.
yeah, i went with friends. =X

I HOPE that the topic wouldn't be stupid, like talk abt a travel trip that you had or something. but i DO have something planned for that. i can talk abt ghost stories. LOL. okie la, stupid right? but i don't travel and the few trips i have made didn't end with wonderful memories that i'll neberr f0rgedd ferr da restt 0f mahh liffex. so hope i'll be able to sidetrack a little. it's a gd skill kk. i sidetracked for last yr chinese oral and got into the topic of energy. and i didn't fail!! so i hope this year i won't. terence santi.[dunno how to spell la, whatever.] hope i'll appear neat and guaikia-ish tml. LOL. bye.

2005-10-15T20:36:00.000+08:00

wow!
amazingly i found this web archive thinggie. and there's archives the domain i had when i was in primary sch. that's COOL. maybe i'm a nerd but I THINK IT'S COOL! could only recover the last layout i had though. and GODGODGOD, like omgwtf that's the time when i was teenybopperish and totally into bsb, nick carter, westlife and a1. and worst of all...it was the time when i liked...

*suspense*...

5566!!!!!!!

O___O *gasp!!!*

nownow. BAD MEMORIES. i can't believe i was so...arrggghhhhh. )_*UQ@_)!^*)_@^.
here's the link:

FIONLICIOUS.ORG
do bear in mind that it was in 2oo2. i was still a friggin p6 kid.

listening to xiaozhu de album.
k la. there's NO POKER CARDS/POSTER.
i know i didn't preorder...but those who did didn't get poker cards nor poster either. T____T. was hoping that the cd store opp. my blk would have it. not many ppl goes there [so i'm being bad. ] and when i bought wu xie ke ji [energy's fabfabfabfabfab 2nd album] i got the small cd thinggie for free. haiz. NVM. he rocks anyway. =D saw zi wo cui mian's mv just now. IT'S NEW. and da S acted in it. with xiaozhu of cuz la! and XIAOZHU IS GODDAMN SHUAI!! =D *in love* LOL i'm starting to sound hua chi. bye

why isn't anybody online now?
mugging ar???
k la. been slacking today. TV MARATHON RAWKKKEDDD.
XD.
erm, i think i should study geog and cme.

2005-10-15T00:43:00.000+08:00

shuai.
<3

bwahaha.
maybe i'll buy the album tml.
see if there's poker cards.
or i'll wait until the 2nd edition comes out.
hehhh.

forgot to mention that niunai is officially leaving energy. yah...he liuyan le. so it's confirmed. aiyah. whatever la. alot of negative news abt them new. in the papers and stuff. which i don't read. kill me. x) it's his choice la. if u told me this 3 months ago i would've laughed in ur face. but now it's happening, so let it be. i'm not as crazy abt energy as 3 months ago le la! =X K LA. so my interest fades quickly. can't blame me for that. blame my mood. -.- and crying/wailing/bawling/being angry won't solve anything. so it's better to stay neutral! and wish him all the best! -.-'''

lalala. off to slp. nitenite! dream of xiaozhu/tackey. <3<3 wahahha!

2005-10-14T20:16:00.000+08:00

boo!
EMATHS IS OVER.
=D=D=D

i'm quite happy. BWAHAHHA. lol. k la. now very worried for english oral. in case u don't know, MY ENGLISH SUCKS! hope i don't fail. (=

don't feel like buying yearbk this yr. it's like throwing $10 to the dustbin. I HAVE ALOT OF WANT`S CURRENTLY. new clothes, new bag, new shoes, and new ez-link card. YES. i lost the one which i made one or two months ago. i know la!!! i'm just a careless ass. T__T OH YAH. HOW COULD I FORGET. xiaozhu's new album!!!!!!!! =D and i have zero sense of loyalty to my school. [oops?] so i'd rather buy more xiaozhu's cd`s than to get a friggin bk which i'm gonna lose [somewhere in my house] anyway. lmao. =X

i have decided to...

*drumroll*

PIERCE MY EARS!!
er, the 3rd and 4th hole i mean.
i remember tricking spikey and yiting to pierce theirs a few yrs back...okie la! maybe 1 or 2 yrs only. BUT STILL. LOL. kinda told them "eh! pierce together!" then they "okie!!!" and i went "u go first!!! i'll go after u de (= *most innocent and angelic smile ever*" and they'll pierce and i'll back out and refuse to do it. LOl. nbm. i'm gonna pierce. I'M GONNA PIERCE!

i wanna learn hiphop!
now that exams are over.
(=

tv marathon. it's me and the tv, baby~~~
*act cool*

2005-10-13T12:10:00.000+08:00

yay! chem's over! 50% chance i'll pass. it's better dan 0% la. suan le. think i'll be able to pass. (= bwahahah!

Thank you for visiting our website.A system maintenance is currently underway.Please visit us again shortly!
just one week that i haven't gone to the forum, and it's under operation. wow. it's dying without me. LAME.

zzz. have a feeling that i don't care abt energy anymore. studying makes u emotionless and senseless. for me. gggrrrr. oh well. at least i won't feel that sad if they jie san or whatever. gonna check out some news ba? =/

xiaozhu! wanna buy his album le. bwahah. n nt jay's. kill me ppl~! [esp spikey!!] (oX

saved half an hr today by taking 18o. didn't have what u would call nice memories on that friggin bus, but IT SAVES TIME. i wonder why ppl would enjoy sitting on the bus like a fatass for half an hr. i can't. and wasting half an hour doing nth. wow. did u know that u can spend half an hr watching half an episode of bai fen bai?? now u do. (=

saw jas' friend there. 18o i meant. luckily i didn't do anything embarassing like last time. WHICH I SHALL NOT ELABORATE ON. let's just say it didn't make me appear very clever. i'm not stupid! i'm just a good faker! -.-""" like anyone would believe that. LOL.

lalala. off to slp. then study emaths. hope i don't feel. it'll be totally embarassing to fail what you would consider one of the easiest subjects. -.-' god i prefer amaths.

bye.

2005-10-12T19:09:00.000+08:00

yay!
history and ss are over! (= happy la. no more memorising de subjects. err, except geog ba. and chem tml. GONNA FAIL CHEM. fuck. gonna go studie soon. haha. cannot fail. dun wanna drop. it's impt~

was panicking like siao durin ss. i chose to do the malaya merger thinggie at first and finished writing 1 page of crap [in my quite-normal handwriting] until i realised i had nth else to write. IT WAS TOO DAMN SHORT. decided to do sri lanka de instead. GRR. wasted like 20mins lor. heng i finished everything on time. I RAWK, dun i? =X

i dropped 2 highlighters today. oops. but it was better la. compared to the correction tape ytd. i know i suck. can't help it la!! clumsy mah, what to do? -.-

hope i'll pass chem. =/

mugging at 3.30am really helps. ppl should try it. LOL. it makes u remember stuff better if u study it just before the actual exams. heheheheh. really sia. if u go to slp and wake up at like 6.30, there's a higher risk that u'll forget SOME stuff that u have learnt the day before.

thus, study right before exams!!
although the info probably won't stay in ur head for long.
but it does help if u didn't study much the week before.
so, HAHA.

and thankfully everything i studied came out. [i didn't really study china, TOV, peace conferences for hist, and diplomacy and deterrence and another chapter which i can't rmb for ss.] AND THEY DIDN'T CAME OUT. LOL. guessed that hitler's expansionist policy and industrial growth would come out for SBQ. THEY DID. i rawk. i know i do. (= [k la. although it was the nazi-soviet pact. it's related to that chapter anyway. bah!]

now damn scared of english oral. dunno la. i'm better off writing than speaking. really. if u make me sit for another geog paper, i'll be happier to do it than to go for oral. ENGLISH ORAL. i admit it. i'm fuckin cheena! therefore i can speak better in chinese. wasn't really scared or anything for chinese oral. IT'S DIFFERENT FOR ENGLISH. i don't speak english that much. everything will come out weird. i FEEL weird when i hear myself speak english nowadays. this is getting horrible. IT'S GONNA BE HORRID. and i gt terence as the invigilator. hell la!!! what can be worst than this??? -)_*_)_(@_)*

yiting bought ice cream just now at macs. jas n i were standing at the busstop across the road. the wind started blowing and leaves were falling off the trees. the scenery was damn nice! so i told jas and she took out her handphone and attempted to take a pic. and yiting was sitting at the busstop across, and she thought that jas wanted to take a pic of her so she started posing. LOL. damn funny if u were there and looking at the whole situation. hhahahahaha.
[ just felt like saying this (= ]

k. off to mug. CHEM ROCKS. time to make myself believe in that. CHEM ROCKS CHEM ROCKS CHEM ROCKKSSS.

2005-10-11T20:27:00.000+08:00

geog was okay.
it was nice.
mugging does help.
esp. at 3.30am in the morning.
YAY.
guess i'll pass after all.
BWAHAHA.
nt sure abt the forest thinggie though.
aiyah.
crap la!
WHATEVER.

my correction tape flew when i was writing vigoriously on the paper.
lol.
was too panicky this morning ba.

MUG HIST.
MUG SS.
YAY.
exams
will
be
over
soon!
guess i'll wake up at abt 2 or smth to mug le.
hope it'll work again.
=X
damn relieved for geog la.
haha.
damn luckie u noe.
everything that i din study din came out.
LOL.
it's like...
i didn't study map of malaysia.
i didn't study floods in bangladesh.
AND THEY CAME TOGETHER AS QNS 1!!!
which i didn't choose.
LIKE DUH. -.-" lol.
studied sahel.
and it came out.
kinda predicted that.
studied cyclones.
er, abit.
was kinda expecting that to pop up somewhere too.
so...
could do it. ABIT.
nt sure if it's correct though.
studied biological weathering.
cuz it's a long page.
and it came out! ^^
k la.

it's boring to read abt exams.
it's boring to type abt exams.
it's interesting when exams end.
I MISS TV.
watched abit of bai fen bai today.
K LA.
I SLACKED.
I SLACKED, I'M SLACKING.
xiaozhu is cute.
(=

2005-10-10T20:52:00.000+08:00

fuck,
yes.
fuck.
i'm friggin tired now.
i dunnoe why.
reallyreally.
anaemia?
-___-""" shudnt be.
hate it la.
that time of the month.
during exam.
_l_

pms-y.
n usually i get tired too.
unfortunately.
during exam.

was gonna chiong for geog today.
guess not.
wake up earlier tml ba.
at 4am?
will it be enough?
fuck la.
fuckfuckfuck.
i hate my friggin body.
WHY MUST I HAVE MORE THAN 5HRS A SLP A DAY?!
can't it function like others who can slp for like 3 or 4 hrs but can still be happily prancing about?!
fuck la.

i know vulgarities won't solve anything.
i know chiong-ing now won't help.
i'm frigging tired.
i'm friggin dead for geog.
i dun wanna fail...
T.T
feel like crying liao.
ARGH.
EXAMS ARE NOT EVERYTHING.
they're not nothing either.

yay sad posts rock doesnt it.
exams make me sad. and stressed. i'm totally disappointed with myself.
i know i will be disappointed with my results.
i don't expect much.
only hope that i don't get retained la.
I KNOW.
if u read bu shuang liao juz close dis window la!
omg i'm pmsy.

2005-10-09T17:34:00.000+08:00

lala.
slacking again.
(=

damn!
i thought of something to post this morning...
but now i have forgotten it.
crap.
my memory ~~stinks~~.

MY OLD BLOGGIES.
ONXOFF
booBOOboo
more interesting stuff last yr.
bleh.

lalala. I HAVE OFFICIALLY GIVEN UP ON STUDYING.
screw books.
i dun expect good results this year.
k la.
i know i'm boring whoever who's reading this by crapping abt studying every friggin day.
it gets sucky, i know.

hate ppl who criticize energy la!
not all ppl who like mandopop tYppe liike dishh euu n0ex n0rtx?
it's juz the few that sets the rest apart.
u can't judge, FOR EXAMPLE, 1000 ppl just by lookin at 3.
[obviously energy and xiaozhu has more fans than that. AHA.]
cuz i don't tYpE liike dishh riitex?
piiannggs.

oh yah!!
xiaozhu's album is out liao.
saw the mv this morning! (=
SHUAIIIII~~
=X
must go his auto!
if he comes la.
i think he will de.
yay!
time to persuade ppl to buy.
ppl who won't go.
LOL.
so that i can go up twice.
yah i'm saving money currently.
*lost my ez-link card again OOPS.*

brilliant me have a brilliant idea. *ding!* =X
gonna start typing notes on compie after exam.
and open a few more blogspot addies.
wahahhaa.
so it'll be a blog consisting of notes.
i rawk don't i?
(=

good luck whoever is reading this for the exams tomorrow.
dun fail hor!
hope i dont.
=x
havent exactly revised thoroughly the amaths syllabus.
and haven't really finished memorising the crappily THICK bio txbk.
although we have only studied half of it -.-"

the sky is pink.
yes it's pink.
u're colourblind.

2005-10-08T20:12:00.000+08:00

actually, i don't think the vacuum joke is funny.
LOL.

>>click<<
if you're a twit.
(=

have been bu shuang of people acting cute quite a long time ago le.
especially those who apparently stats that they hate "actCYOOTEpeepx" on deir "hhattexlistt" but still post their "act cute" pics.
wahahaha.
feel evil.
but i don't really like cyndi~
=X
HATE THE PART ABOUT ENERGY THOUGH.

why can't niunai just leave a msg or smth!?
there's news that he's joining typhoon.
yar. toro's band. in JUNGIERY.
omg. this is gonna suck.
if he's giving up energy to teach dance, at least it wouldn't be so bad.
at least he wouldn't be joining ~~jungiery~~.
gah. dunnoe what to say.
actually i dun really care liao la.
haiz.
so many rumours and stuff.
HATE PEOPLE WHO LIE.
and reporters who exaggerate the truth.
now we don't even know what's real and what's not.
aiyah!
don't care anymore.

fugggging off to study.
or sleep.
gonna give up on this yr EOY.
work hardhard nx yr.
yeps.
>____<

2005-10-07T21:11:00.000+08:00

lalala.

i'm supposed to be studying now...
as always.

slacking. slacking. slacking.
slacked for quite some time today.
dunnoe.
practising maths sux.
found out that i have forgotten most formulas.
I SUCK.

completely bored.
haish.

ponned school today.
10 ppl ponned!
LOL~~
record sia!
ytd was 9.
heard that leong's nt too happy abt it.
bwahahaha~
=X
die then die lo.
don't really mind doing detention after exams.
and i thought that 3/2 was guai.
din really do much today la.
felt like i haven doin anything.

muz be positive!!
at least i can pass mcqs!!
i think..?

a vacuum cleaner met a donkey one day.
"ass!!" it said.
guess what the donkey said?
...
...
...
...
...
...
"u suck."

2005-10-05T20:45:00.000+08:00

i feel depressed now.

which is prob. why im nt studying currently.

i noe, sux.

T___T

LALALA.

im constantly drillin myself wif thoughts of failing.
cuz i think im gonna fail.
im gonna fail.
im gonna fail.
im gonna fail.
so crap la.
if i really fail i can say at least i knew it.
im sleepy.
im tired.
I CAN'T RMB ANI FUCKING THING.
n if i slp now i'll prob. wake up like 1 hr later n go directly to bed to slp for a friggin 6hrs or more.
n i'll wake up tml morning den go to sch n waste 7hrs of my life again.
feel like pon-ing on fridae.
who wanna pon? =X
nah nobody is readin this. lalala!

fuck u fion go studie.

n i dun care if energy jie san or wadever le.
san jiu san.
it's nt like i know them personally.
nt my family, nt my friends, nt related to mi in aniway.
so wadever they do it probably won't affect mi in any major way.
(=

yay.
selfish and selfcentered thoughts.
or has my logic come crawling in when i study like crap?
and finding out that i haven't gotten anything memorised in the end.

yay.
i feel nice,
well not exactly,
actually. 'nice' is nt a feeling... [english lesson. bwahas. wtf.]
i hate books.
books hate me.
my brain sucks.
suck my brain.
dots.

2005-10-02T17:28:00.001+08:00

nothing is forever.
i guess.
but why must "forever" come so soon?
i thought u said energy will not jie san.
n that's like 3 months ago.
false promises and empty lies.

reallie dun wan niunai to ~~leave~~.
haish.
but maybe chasing ur dreams is more impt ba?...
i mean,
how many people actually have had the chance to fulfill their dreams?
i'm nt u.
i dun control ur life.
neither do i know u personally.
and i can't do anything either.
so the only thing that i can do is wish u
all the best.

hope the news is fake though.
thought that it definitely had to be fake at first.
that was a few days ago. maybe 3.
haish.
but after the forum being locked up
and all the posts abt this are deleted
i'm starting to believe maybe it's true after all...

aiyah. whatever la. u must have ur own reasons.
heard dat alot of ppl cried abt it.
but it's nt like anibody is dying or wad lo. -.-
maybe i'm juz an unsensitive bitch?
but i think crying osho wun do anithing la.
dey're in taiwan/shanghai/wherever n prob. wun noe that u cried mah.
so dry ur tears and think abt it positively! =/
n it's nt everything in life lo.
haish.
it's nt nothing either.

study la.
stop bothering abt other stuff.
studystudystudy.
if i can pass i'll be very happy.
-.-'
gawddd damnnnitt.
i think i'll get like the 40th position in cls le.
actuallie i dun care.
haven been workin hard dis yr.
i know.
wun get ~~retained~~ can le.
i know dat i'm those who hafta put in constant hard work to do well.
n i haven been doin so throughout the whole year.
wish dat i'm those who can mug 1wk before exams and score distinctions.
bud i can't.
unfortunately.
nx yr den aim for gdgd results.
muz go do grp studie after exam!
muzmuzmuz hor!
if nt will forget everithing.
i noe i wun feel like revising at home after exams de.
-.-

hope ppl will pei wo go chase in dec ba.
alwaes pangseh mi de T__T
i noe u all nt fans la.
buddan still can pei abit ma!
see i ke lian rite =X
suan she me peng you ma?!~
she me chao xtraz!!!
she me yi qi!!
pressurepressure!!!
plus it may be the last time lo.
haish.

2005-09-23T22:35:00.000+08:00

lala.
study hardhard.
>_<""
like real lo.
slackslackslackING.
sian la!~
surelie fail like siao le.
esp. chem.
o_o""
dun wanna get retained!!
mugmugmug.
cupcupcup.
wtf. lol.

cHao xTraZ raWk!
random shizzle.
hehs.
felt like it din exist for the first half of the yr.
feeling's gone now.
(=

go studie la.
stop slackin ger!
@_@"
can't fail.

2005-09-11T22:02:00.000+08:00

my compie is dying.

kept lagging like siao. n there's like 10000 spywares/adwares inside. argh. hope it doesnt die before i have created backups for all my files. x_x my 2000+ mp3s can't go juz liddat!! argharghargh. suan le. exams coming aniwae...gd timing to get spoilt. thankew compie. -__-" *siao liao*

omg now the lights in this room are spoilt. was flashing alot. =/ piangz!!!

hopefully this compie will be fixed soon ba...=.= haish!

2005-09-10T23:53:00.000+08:00

went for JJ's auto todae.
(=
rawked...bwahahha!! will post the pics tml. if i can get my compie to run. LOLS. later dan talk abt my compie. now muz talk abt JJ =P

din feel like goin at first. lol. was quite lethargic at abt 2+ at noon. =/ bud decided to go in the end cuz i didn't accompany yilian to the jolin thinggie last week. haha...so...reached there at abt 4+ ba. found out that it was gonna start at 5 not 6. -.-" didn't matter much la. LOL. managed to see quite clearly. (= the screams for JJ weren't so loud. dunnoe la. as compared to energy de lor...lol. quite cham la. dere was dis contest thinggie for fans to win an autographed poster + bian hao 89757 de single...juz hafta sing yi qian nian yi hou de chorus. WHICH IS LIKE DAMN EASY. sheet. shud've raised my hand n waved it frantically. LOL. cuz 2 or 3 of the fans lingzhi called didn't know how to sing properly. piangz! damn easy lor!!!! the lyrics they also sing wrongly. and the 2nd one...pro sia. can sing out of tune summore. -.- *okie i sound bad. LOL. was standin at the corner of the 2nd barricade. the view was nicee. (= JJ SAW MII~~ bwahaha!!! den...the auto started. junyang haven't arrived. buddan quite sad la. his fans were shouting for junyang when it was supposed to be junjie de auto. =.= imagine if u're junjie! what would u feel?! lols. den...after the signing of cds, junyang arrived! didn't notice him standing there at first. at the side of the stage. hahaha. suddenly yilian exclaimed "JUNYANG LEH!" n ppl started screaming den i noticed de. hahaha. n he was looking HERE!! bud cudnt get gd shot cuz of my retarded cam. GOODNESS. HAISH. den, he walked up stage. DAMN SHUAIIII. =X he's jj's gd fren...n dey were in the same music sch n same jc. dey used to bring guitars to sch. hahaha. veri cute leh. imagine if ur name sounds almost the same as ur gdgd fren's. cool rite?! =X was expecting them to sing a song or smth la. bud nbm. got a few shots. haha...den...dey went down...n all the fans started chasin after dem. so we followed la. LOL. anyway if we din move the crowd would push us along anyway. so mite as well. =/

so we followed the crowd into the carpark. din noe where to go. heard someone shouting "5th floor!! 5th floor!!" so after waiting for awhile at the 1st lvl of the carpark, we took the lift up to 4th floor. den, we walked around the carpark for 1 round before heading up towards the 5th floor carpark. at the exit of imm, we saw dancers smoking. that means dey muz be inside rite?! so, we entered imm. ahh, aircon~ (= den...walked down the hallway. the walls were lined with bigbig posters of celebs. ere's energy de...but it's nt autographed. =/ turned the corner. dere's IMM Sports and Recreational Centre there. din reallie notice it at first. but saw less dan 20 fans sittin [in deir individual grps] around the lift. yilian saw pwb de poster [autographed] and ran towards it. followed. we were lookin at the 5566 de when yilian suddenlie said "eh dey behind leh!!" omg!! the view was damn clear!! dey were being interviewed in dat place! and the glass thinggie is completely transparent lor. wahahhaas. so we sat down n waited. was gonna walk righti front of the glass and take a closer pic of them. but that would seem rude and stupid. so i din. LOL. the other fans found out they were inside too [okie i dunnoe why dey din find out sooner LOL] n sat dere too. haha. was plannin on getting an auto. din...sad. =/ after awhile, JJ FINALLY CAME OUT!! dashed dere. haha. alot of security guards sia. bud veriveri few fans. LOL. started runnin after him. wahpiang. he walks very fast. i know he's tall but...WE AREN'T. LOL. like that matters anyway. LOL. i have completely forgotten what i shouted...really. was too caught up in the excitement mebbie. but i rmb chasing him wif my hp n shouting "jia you junjie!!" and some more crap, then "byebye!!" in the end. LOL. the other fans only chased for a while before turning back. probably to chase junyang...? din care. LOL. i remember very clearly that there were only me and yilian left runnin for the last few mins. okie seconds. LOL. was quite a distance where there was only me and her la. haha. n jj turned n smiled at us...he turned for a few times...and said "byebye" and "xiexie" (= then finally he turned n waved and said "byebye!!~~" haha...hope he'll rmb us ba?? =P

pictures tml. veriveri slpie now. wanna slp liao. haha. IMM rawks man. so nice for chasing celebs. o_o"

2005-09-09T21:12:00.000+08:00

shud i go jj's auto or proj.superstar de wo shou hui tml? =X the handshaking session at bpp leh. damn near my house lor!! haiyas. dunnoe lehh. shud be goin for jj de ba? cuz he's a lin[the chi word same la. 2 mu`s. lol.] and he's a singaporean! [like proj.superstar isnt. LOL.] and jas asked mi to help her buy. den i can go up liao! LOL. i noe la. veri cheapo. -.- bud i'm a strong supporter of piracy! bwahahahahh~ =X goin wif yilian ba? haiz. quite tempted to go for the proj,superstar handshaking session too..geez =.=" JUNYANG!~ but it's at 3pm. JJ's auto is at 6pm @ IMM. so if i go for the proj.superstar auto, i'll probably reach IMM at abt 4.30-5pm or so. very late. and i'll hafta queue veriveri long. haishh. suan le ba. go jj de. be nice to yilian and jas. =P

went for guides todae. haha. took pics. [influenced by linggie =P] think i'll gif up on creating a wretch.cc de photo album...=X i'm a lazy ass. uploading pics takes time...which i don't have much of =P

NO MORE SLACKING. after tml. okie. i'm gonna flunk my end-of-the-yr exams badly. gawwdd. havent revised anything for this entire wk. im gonna die la. LOL.

STUDYYY.

2005-09-09T01:36:00.000+08:00

yayys.
finally finished this crap. LOl...
kae la. *feeling quite satisfied*

went to the temple juz now.
zzz sian.
thank gdness there's my mp3 player...
but nbm la.
the bomoh guy kinda helped mi 'cleanse' myself.
nth following me anymore...
lol.
aiyah very late liao...tml den blog! zzz. guides. lalala. kbye. =P

2005-09-08T18:42:00.000+08:00

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